ANGEL RETURNS
*WARNING: Spanking
*BTW: NOTHING FROM THE ORIGINAL SEASON 4 WILL HAPPEN IN MY STORY.
No jasmine
No evil Cordy
No Angelus
None of it except for the part where Connor gets depressed and tries to kill himself. Which will lead into the sequel A SECOND CHANCE
CHAPTER FIVE: PUNISHMENT TO FIT THE CRIME
One month later
Angel came down stairs after a long nap to find Gunn passing in the lobby.
Gunn stopped after seeing Angel and then took on a look of nervousness.
Angel rolled his eyes.
"What has Connor done now?" He asked knowingly.
"Well you know how I've been sending him out to do the shopping?" Angel nodded. He had agreed to it because it allowed Connor time outside of the hotel.
"He's been gone for a while and I was worried so I did a drive by of the store and saw him with some other kids. Smoking. I don't know if it was a cigarette or a joint but I went over there and pulled him away from the others so they couldn't hear us.
I asked him to let me take him home. He said he didn't need a ride home and would be home later tonight then he walked off.
Since there was really nothing I could do about it I left too." Gunn explained.
Angel could feel the rage from this news flowing through his body.
His son was smoking.
Maybe even doing drugs.
Had his first day in this dimension taught him nothing?
His first day here he had met a girl who had become his friend.
But she was a heroin addict so she died that same day of an over dose and it had hurt Connor very badly. And Connor had wanted to go after her drug dealer so that he could kill him as punishment for what he did to Sunny.
Why would Connor feel the need to smoke with other kids?
He'd never thought his son would give in to peer pressure and start smoking.
Well there was two options left.
Go and track his son down.
Or
Wait for him to come home.
Angel took a moment before deciding that waiting for Connor to come home would be the best thing to do.
Luckily Connor didn't keep him waiting long.
And while Connor had been away Angel had gone into the kitchen to look at the spoon and decided it wasn't going to be enough this time.
He thought of his option then too.
There were many things he could use on his son.
Hairbrush
Paddle ( though he didn't have one)
A Switch
A belt (though he didn't like that idea very much)
There were lots of options and in the fifteen minutes he waited before Connor walked though the door he had made his choice and selected a good long and supple switch.
But that wasn't all Connor was getting for smoking.
He get a hand sound hand spanking and then he would get a switching he would never forget.
Connor came through the door looking like hell.
His hair was all messed up and his shirt was completely gone.
Connor stopped when he saw Angel holding a stick.
He remembered a story Holtz had told him once about when Holtz was a boy.
His father had whipped his backside with a switch.
Connor had absolutely no doubt that he was about to experience the same.
Although he wasn't really sure why he had earned it.
"Get your ass upstairs young man." Angel ordered and Connor didn't hesitate.
He ran up that stairs with Angel following him.
Angel shut and locked the door behind them.
"where is your shirt? I know you didn't go in that store without one because they don't let people do that." Angel said.
"I gave it to Chad because he was cold and he had burned all his other shirts.
Not like I cant afford to lose one I have thousands in the closet." Connor said as he sat down on the bed.
"get up and get those pants down little boy. You've got a spanking coming for smoking." Angel announced.
Connor sat there stunned for a moment. Then realized that Gunn must have told him about the nasty tasting cigarette that he had been smoking when Gunn had confronted him.
Now he knew why his dad was gonna spank him with a switch.
Connor stood up and bravely took down his pants which were a little baggy and so he was able to just pull them down. Then he pulled his underwear.
Angel wasted no time in putting the switch down on the bed and then sitting on it himself.
He grabbed Connor and put him over his knee and began to give him a sound hand spanking that involved 50 spanks by which time Connors backside was a nice shade of red all over. And Connor had tears running down his face but was trying to remain silent.
Angel picked up the switch and for the first time In his life Connor felt a switch on his backside.
WHAP it was a sharp sting and Connor was forced to yelp at the pain.
Whap another sting
Whap and another
Whap and another
Whap and another
Whap and another Connor was now crying more loudly
Whap another
All the way down his backside Angel brought that switch down covering every inch over and over again. Burning what was already stinging skin.
His son was now starting to beg him to stop and it hurt him to continue but he did.
He continued until Connor was screaming and crying so loud he was close to hyperventilating.
Angel gladly threw the switch across the room where he would break it later.
He gathered his crying son into his arms after fliping him over and grabbing his hands in a tight yet comforting grasp.
Partially to keep him from rubbing and partly to comfort him.
Angel wrapped his arms around Connor and held the crying boy that was now sporting the reddest backside Angel had ever seen.
But he had earned every whack that he had got.
Connor knew what drugs were and he was smart enough to know that something bad for you smells wrong.
He had a nose like Angels and could track better then Angel himself.
Angel allowed himself the luxury of holding his son for about 20 minutes.
"Okay Connor. You understand I did that because I love you right?" Angel asked
Connor nodded his head and sniffed.
If there was anything Connor knew it was that Angel loved him.
That was plain as day.
Angel kissed Connors forehead before he finished with a long lecture about the dangers of smoking and proceeded to tell Connor he was grounded to the hotel for two weeks and any attempt at all at sneaking out would lead to a hairbrush spanking. And that that was the last thing Connor would want.
When Angel released him he took his pants completely off not wanting anything on his tender butt right now.
Angel helped him into bed and put the covers over him.
"I love you but you arent to leave this room again tonight. You lay here until you fall asleep." Angel said
"What no supper? What is this the 1700's? No one sends their kids to bed without supper anymore." Connor said sullenly.
"I'm not sending you to bed without supper. I'm just sending you to bed. If your hungry I'll fix you something and bring it up to you. But if your not hungry then yes your being sent to bed. Because that's what your punishment it. Being spanked and sent to bed. Are you hungry?" Angel asked.
"No I'm just trying to make you feel guilty I guess." Connor said honestly.
Angel grinned.
"Trust me kid I need no help feeling guilty about this. But just because I hate doing it doesn't mean its going to stop me. When you deserve a spanking you will get one no matter how much it hurts you or me." Angel informed him.
"Goodnight Connor. I love you. Now go to bed." Angel said and then left his son.
Connor reached back to rub his bottom but then jerked his hand away as his but was so sore that touching it even smarted.
So rubbing was out of the question.
He would just have to suffer through it.
TO BE CONTINUED…...
Connor
Friday, August 12, 2011
ANGEL RETURNS PART 4
ANGEL RETURNS
Angel returns
*Spoiler: no I am not going to have Connor kill Wesley so don't worry about that.
Part four: A new experience
The next morning.
Connor woke up in bed with a pounding headache. Why did his head hurt so bad? He wandered.
Conner sat up and then he was hit with the memory of last night.
Last night he had found out that Wesley was the one that kidnapped him and he had attacked the traitor. But Angel stopped Connor before he could kill him.
Angel had told Gunn to shoot him with the tranquilizer gun.
He was gonna have to get rid of that thing.
And then he would get rid of Wesley.
Connor was starting to care about what his father thought but he knew that Angel would never understand why he needed to kill Wesley. Because Angel was completely good.
And he had forgiven Wesley.
But Wesley hadn't apologized to Connor.
Nor would Connor have listened if he did.
He had every intention of being as nasty to Wesley as possible.
At least until he got away from Angel long enough to kill Wes.
Connor put his shirt on and headed to the breakfast table.
Everyone was already there. Including his new enemy.
He glared at him. And threw a glare at Gunn as well for shooting him.
"Thanks for the headache Gunn. I appreciate the hell out of it." Connor greeted him.
Gunn smirked and said "Well you wouldn't have that sore head if you had listened last night junior. And come on. You know you were so out of line."
Connor couldn't quite make himself stay mad at Gunn.
So he smiled at him. "Maybe next time I will. Where's dad?" Connor asked.
" He'll be down in a minute." Fred said to him.
" You sure about that? Wesley might have kidnapped him too." Connor said annoyed that he was in the same room with the man who kidnapped him and that his father wasn't there.
" That's enough Connor!" Angel scolded from behind Connor's chair as he came in.
Stupid Vampire hearing! Connor thought.
" You need to apologize to Wesley for what you did to him last night. And for what you just said." Angel ordered.
"Why?" Connor asked.
" Because both things were disrespectful. And I will not tolerate you being rude to my team. Now apologize to Wesley." Angel said again.
" No fuck that! I'm not saying anything to that asshole." Connor said.
Angel was silent for a moment.
Where had his son learned to talk like that? He wandered.
" Connor you don't talk like that. And I'm pretty sure you already know that its bad to say those words. Now do as I told you." Angel repeated himself.
"No. I said Wesley could fuck himself and I meant it." Connor yelled as he stood up.
" Okay fine. You can go to the bathroom and wait for me to come in there and wash your mouth out. And I mean that." Angel ordered tired of his son's bad language and his defiance.
Connor was stunned for a moment.
Angel was going to do what with his mouth?
Wash it out?
Connor didn't know such a thing was possible.
Why would you wash your mouth with soap?
Soap was for washing your body.
Just like shampoo was for washing your hair.
And his mouth didn't feel dirty.
Do why should he wash it?
And why would Angel be washing it for him?
But instead of question his already angry father he went into the bathroom slammed the toilet seat down and then sat on it. Not understanding any of this.
Angel came in a moment later.
And pulled out a new bar of soap from under the sink. Opened it and put it under the water to lather it up.
"Why are you washing my mouth out?" Connor suddenly asked.
" This is your punishment for cussing after I asked you to stop. And for telling me no. I am your father Connor you don't deliberately disobey me. And you do not tell me NO." Angel said.
" Cleaning my mouth is a punishment?" Connor asked confused.
Angel looked over at his son and realized that Holtz could never have done this to Connor because there was no soap in quor-toth.
"Okay Connor. I can see that you've never been punished like this before. So I'm giving you a choice. You can either have your mouth washed out as punishment for what you did. Or I can give you another session with the wooden spoon. Which will it be?" Angel asked.
Connor thought about that for a second.
Get a spanking with that cursed spoon that made his butt feel like he had sat in a bee nest.
Or get his mouth washed out with soap.
He had never tasted soap before. And wasn't too sure that he would like it.
Angel had said it was a punishment. Which meat he wasn't going to enjoy it.
But he didn't want another spanking with that spoon. That had been too awful.
And if that was his only two choices.
"I'll have the soap thank you very much!" Connor said sullenly.
"You can have both if you don't change your attitude towards Wesley!" Angel informed him.
And so Angel washed his mouth out with soap.
And Connor gagged half the time.
He really hated that his father grew up in the era that he did.
Because he knew about unpleasant punishments like spanking and mouth soaping.
Hopefully he would never have to go through that again.
But Connor never did have very good luck.
So he knew that he probably would.
But that didn't make him change is mind about Wesley.
To be continued…...
Angel returns
*Spoiler: no I am not going to have Connor kill Wesley so don't worry about that.
Part four: A new experience
The next morning.
Connor woke up in bed with a pounding headache. Why did his head hurt so bad? He wandered.
Conner sat up and then he was hit with the memory of last night.
Last night he had found out that Wesley was the one that kidnapped him and he had attacked the traitor. But Angel stopped Connor before he could kill him.
Angel had told Gunn to shoot him with the tranquilizer gun.
He was gonna have to get rid of that thing.
And then he would get rid of Wesley.
Connor was starting to care about what his father thought but he knew that Angel would never understand why he needed to kill Wesley. Because Angel was completely good.
And he had forgiven Wesley.
But Wesley hadn't apologized to Connor.
Nor would Connor have listened if he did.
He had every intention of being as nasty to Wesley as possible.
At least until he got away from Angel long enough to kill Wes.
Connor put his shirt on and headed to the breakfast table.
Everyone was already there. Including his new enemy.
He glared at him. And threw a glare at Gunn as well for shooting him.
"Thanks for the headache Gunn. I appreciate the hell out of it." Connor greeted him.
Gunn smirked and said "Well you wouldn't have that sore head if you had listened last night junior. And come on. You know you were so out of line."
Connor couldn't quite make himself stay mad at Gunn.
So he smiled at him. "Maybe next time I will. Where's dad?" Connor asked.
" He'll be down in a minute." Fred said to him.
" You sure about that? Wesley might have kidnapped him too." Connor said annoyed that he was in the same room with the man who kidnapped him and that his father wasn't there.
" That's enough Connor!" Angel scolded from behind Connor's chair as he came in.
Stupid Vampire hearing! Connor thought.
" You need to apologize to Wesley for what you did to him last night. And for what you just said." Angel ordered.
"Why?" Connor asked.
" Because both things were disrespectful. And I will not tolerate you being rude to my team. Now apologize to Wesley." Angel said again.
" No fuck that! I'm not saying anything to that asshole." Connor said.
Angel was silent for a moment.
Where had his son learned to talk like that? He wandered.
" Connor you don't talk like that. And I'm pretty sure you already know that its bad to say those words. Now do as I told you." Angel repeated himself.
"No. I said Wesley could fuck himself and I meant it." Connor yelled as he stood up.
" Okay fine. You can go to the bathroom and wait for me to come in there and wash your mouth out. And I mean that." Angel ordered tired of his son's bad language and his defiance.
Connor was stunned for a moment.
Angel was going to do what with his mouth?
Wash it out?
Connor didn't know such a thing was possible.
Why would you wash your mouth with soap?
Soap was for washing your body.
Just like shampoo was for washing your hair.
And his mouth didn't feel dirty.
Do why should he wash it?
And why would Angel be washing it for him?
But instead of question his already angry father he went into the bathroom slammed the toilet seat down and then sat on it. Not understanding any of this.
Angel came in a moment later.
And pulled out a new bar of soap from under the sink. Opened it and put it under the water to lather it up.
"Why are you washing my mouth out?" Connor suddenly asked.
" This is your punishment for cussing after I asked you to stop. And for telling me no. I am your father Connor you don't deliberately disobey me. And you do not tell me NO." Angel said.
" Cleaning my mouth is a punishment?" Connor asked confused.
Angel looked over at his son and realized that Holtz could never have done this to Connor because there was no soap in quor-toth.
"Okay Connor. I can see that you've never been punished like this before. So I'm giving you a choice. You can either have your mouth washed out as punishment for what you did. Or I can give you another session with the wooden spoon. Which will it be?" Angel asked.
Connor thought about that for a second.
Get a spanking with that cursed spoon that made his butt feel like he had sat in a bee nest.
Or get his mouth washed out with soap.
He had never tasted soap before. And wasn't too sure that he would like it.
Angel had said it was a punishment. Which meat he wasn't going to enjoy it.
But he didn't want another spanking with that spoon. That had been too awful.
And if that was his only two choices.
"I'll have the soap thank you very much!" Connor said sullenly.
"You can have both if you don't change your attitude towards Wesley!" Angel informed him.
And so Angel washed his mouth out with soap.
And Connor gagged half the time.
He really hated that his father grew up in the era that he did.
Because he knew about unpleasant punishments like spanking and mouth soaping.
Hopefully he would never have to go through that again.
But Connor never did have very good luck.
So he knew that he probably would.
But that didn't make him change is mind about Wesley.
To be continued…...
ANGEL RETURNS PART 3
Angel returns
* this chapter is about Connor thinking things through.
* the beginning of this story is the lyrics to a song I think is perfect for Angel and Connor's relationship. The song is called Shattered and I believe the artist is called Trading Yesterday. You guys should look it up.
Part three: Shattered.
Two weeks after part two…
The song on the radio woke him up.
The words immediately caught his attention.
And I've lost who I am And I can't understand Why my heart is so broken Rejecting your love Without love gone wrong Life Less words Carry on But I know All I know Is that the ends beginning Who I am from the start Take me home to my heart Let me go And I will run I will not be silenced All this time spent in vain Wasted years Wasted gain All is lost Hope remains And this war's not over There's a light There's the sun Taking all the shattered ones To the place we belong And his love will conquer And I've lost who I am And I can't understand Why my heart is so broken Rejecting your love Without love gone wrong Life Less words Carry on But i know All i know Is that the ends beginning Who I am from the start Take me home to my heart Let me go And I will run I will not be silenced All this time spent in vain Wasted years Wasted gain All is lost Hope remains And this war's not over There's a light There's the sun Taking all the shattered ones To the place we belong And his love will conquer all Yes his love will conquer all Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding Fall into your sunlight
When the song was over Connor immediately thought of Angel.
He had rejected Angel's love in everyway possible.
He had sunk his father to the bottom of the ocean and he still claimed to love him.
That's when he had realized that his father wasn't going to give up on him.
Even after Angel had punished Connor for what he had done to him Connor had not wanted Angel's love.
And it was now two weeks later and a song had made him understand why.
He had thought he was honoring Holtz by rejecting Angel's love at every turn.
But in truth Connor didn't think he deserved the kind of love Angel had for him.
The kind that was never ending. The kind where it didn't matter what you did they would always love you.
Holtz had always told him that he loved Connor. And that God had brought Connor and Holtz together. But in the time he had been in L.A. he had realized the truth because of the way Angel spoke to him when he had returned. Saying again and again how he had been taken from his true father Angel.
Connor hadn't understood right away. But as he had heard the truth about Justine being the one that killed Holtz. Connor had realized that it had been a scam to make him kill Angel.
And he had went to the library while Angel was gone. and looked and asked a woman what the word stealing meant. Because he knew that taking something was same as stealing it. But he didn't know what stealing was.
She showed him a dictionary and helped him find the word.
Stealing: to take (the property of another or others) without permission or right, esp. secretly or by force: to steal, carry off, or abduct. Also see kidnapping.
Angel had said on many Occasions that Holtz had stolen him. But if that was really what Stealing meant. Then what Holtz had done was Illegal according to the woman explaining what they had read.
God hadn't put them together. Had Holtz stolen him from his crib?
The definition helped him figure out that what Holtz had done was not an act from God.
But an act of vengeance because he wanted Angel to suffer. According to Fred Holtz had threatened to snap Connor's neck if Angel came any closer.
So Angel had tried to rescue him once Holtz had him. But Angel wasn't going to risk Connor's safety. The man he had thought of as his father was really a liar.
And Angel his true father wasn't the monster Holtz had brainwashed him into thinking he was. Holtz had wanted revenge for what Angel did to his family.
But that was the whole problem.
Angel hadn't done those things to Holtz. Angelus had.
And since Angelus was not around anymore didn't that make the revenge sort of unjust in a way.
Angel had a soul and he had tried to make Holtz understand that. But Holtz didn't care.
He had told Connor that his parents were monsters that deserved to die. And almost every other day Holtz told him of story of Angelus and Darla.
It always scared and angered Connor that his true parents were monsters.
But Holtz had also told Connor that Angel and Darla tried to kill him when he was born. And they had called him a parasite. Was that true?
Connor decided that tonight at dinner he would ask Angel his questions and get his answers.
Dinnertime..
Connor sat down at the table with Angel sitting across the table and Gunn and Fred sitting one on each side of the table and Wesley sitting beside Gunn.
"Dad?" Connor said to get Angels attention. And it worked.
Angel looked up at Connor stunned that he had called him dad.
"I have a question." Connor said.
"What is it?" Angel asked.
" When I was inside Darla. My mother. Did the two of you call me a parasite?" Connor asked.
Angel sat back in his chair. He had never called his son a parasite. But Darla had. He wasn't sure what his son wanted him to say to that. So Angel just told him everything. He told him the truth.
"Connor When you were conceived your mother had left me. And when she came back pregnant no one understood what that meant. We had found this prophecy that said that this terrible thing was coming and when Darla showed up pregnant and seeing as that's suppose to be impossible we assumed at first that it was you. That you were the thing from the prophecy. Many people wanted to find out what you were and why you were even there inside of Darla. Anyway we went to a hospital and snuck into a classroom. While Gunn went to find an ultra sound machine so that we could look inside her stomach to see what you were. We all thought that you were going to be some sort of vampire demon mix. Or something evil but when we got a look at you inside of her. Wesley said that you were human. And that you were a boy. We didn't understand that. But the fact remains that your mother and I are vampire's so we didn't understand how a vampire could be pregnant let alone be pregnant with a human baby. At first we debated on weather or not you were going to be a threat and how we were going to kill you if you were one.
But your mother. You have to understand Connor. Yes when you were inside your mother she did call you a parasite. And she often called you IT even after we found out you were a boy. I hate to say it but I wont lie to you Connor. Your mother didn't have a soul. And the only reason she was able to love you at all was because you did have a soul. And while you were inside her you shared your soul with her. You allowed her to feel something for the first time in 400 years. I swear to you Connor your mother loved you more than she has ever loved anything. And when we realized she was loosing you we all thought you were going to die. Darla and I were in the alley with Fred and Darla said "Angel our baby's going to die right here in this alley. You died in an alley. Remember. So much pain and destruction we cant make up for any of it and you know that. This baby Angel it's the one good thing we ever did together. The only good thing." "I put my head down so I didn't have to watch your mother lose you but then she did the unthinkable. She had reached over for a wooden stake that was laying near by and she said" You make sure to tell him that." "And then she staked herself because she loved you. So that you could live. Never doubt for a minute that she loved you. She did. And so do I." Angel stopped because Connor looked like he was about to cry.
Maybe I should have told him that story yet. Angel thought.
" She dusted herself to save me?" Connor asked with his eyes watering.
"Yes." Angel said.
" I wasn't the evil thing from the prophecy then?" Connor asked curious.
"No. It was Holtz that the prophecy was talking about." Angel said.
"And then he came here and stole me from my crib." Connor said. And then saw the looks on the faces around him.
"What. I know Holtz took me. I know he lied about everything. But how did he get in here without being seen if you already knew he was here? Weren't you looking out for his attack?" Connor asked confused.
It was Wesley that answered him.
"Connor. Holtz didn't take you from your crib." Connor looked over at him confused.
"I did. I came across a false prophecy that a demon wrote. The prophecy stated that the father will kill the son. And Wolfram and hart was spiking Angel's pig's blood with yours. And I believed that you were no longer safe with Angel. It was a stupid mistake. I should have seen it for what it was. A trick. There's not a day that goes by that I don't wish I could turn back time and stop myself. When I stole you Connor Holtz knew about it. And Holtz set a trap for me. He had Justine come and she slit my throat and took you and left me there to die." Wesley explained.
" But you're his friend. You saved him from the ocean. Why would you take me? I'm his son. Why did you betray him like that?" Connor yelled as he stood up. Angel stood up too. Ready to protect Wesley.
"Connor. Wesley already paid for what he did. Trust me. I almost killed him while he was still healing in the hospital because I was so angry and I didn't think I would ever forgive him. But I did. Now calm down and have a seat. There will not be any violence tonight." Angel warned him.
Connor could tell that Wesley spoke the truth and that he was sorry for what he did. And he knew Angel spoke the truth too. He had forgiven him for what he had done.
"This is all his fault! He's the reason Holtz got me and took me to a hell dimension! He was your friend! He should have trusted you! You forgave him because he saved you from your watery grave that I made for you. And you forgave me for that too. WE both betrayed and you and you shouldn't have forgiven either of us. He's the reason I am miserable. You went after Holtz and would have killed him but you didn't. and now the true kidnapper is here and you do nothing? Because he was your friend you could forgive him. But I can't and I won't just sit here and do nothing! This is all his fault! And if you can have your vengeance why cant I have mine!" Connor yelled and then tackled Wesley out of his chair. And shoved his up against the wall. Placing his elbow in Wesley windpipe. "Move and I'll crush your wind pipe!" he threatened.
Wesley didn't try to defend himself at all. He knew there was no point. Connor was stronger then he was. And he was right. If Wesley hadn't taken Connor then Holtz never would have gotten him.
Angel stood behind Connor and growled in warning "Let him go!"
Connor glanced back at Angel but even Angel knew that it would take Connor less then two seconds to crush Wesley's wind pipe. Which in turn would kill him. So Angels only option was to hope Connor would listen to reason and not hurt Wesley.
"Please Connor. don't." Fred begged from where she stood.
Then they heard a gun being cocked.
"Let his go Connor or I'll shot you with this Tranquilizer. It'll knock you ass out before you can do anything believe that." Gunn warned.
Connor knew what the gun was. And he knew that Gunn spoke the truth.
Connor realized that they weren't going to let him kill Wesley.
"He took me from you. And you wanted to kill him for it. But I'm the one he took! And it's my right to kill him!" Connor said.
" I'm sorry to hear that Connor. And you may be right. You are the only one who has a right to revenge where Wesley is concerned. But you wont be taking it. And if you try again that dart will be the least of your worries." Angel said.
And then before Connor could realize what Angel meant he heard him say "Shoot him."
And then Gunn shot Connor and Connor fell to the ground unconscious.
To be continued…
* this chapter is about Connor thinking things through.
* the beginning of this story is the lyrics to a song I think is perfect for Angel and Connor's relationship. The song is called Shattered and I believe the artist is called Trading Yesterday. You guys should look it up.
Part three: Shattered.
Two weeks after part two…
The song on the radio woke him up.
The words immediately caught his attention.
And I've lost who I am And I can't understand Why my heart is so broken Rejecting your love Without love gone wrong Life Less words Carry on But I know All I know Is that the ends beginning Who I am from the start Take me home to my heart Let me go And I will run I will not be silenced All this time spent in vain Wasted years Wasted gain All is lost Hope remains And this war's not over There's a light There's the sun Taking all the shattered ones To the place we belong And his love will conquer And I've lost who I am And I can't understand Why my heart is so broken Rejecting your love Without love gone wrong Life Less words Carry on But i know All i know Is that the ends beginning Who I am from the start Take me home to my heart Let me go And I will run I will not be silenced All this time spent in vain Wasted years Wasted gain All is lost Hope remains And this war's not over There's a light There's the sun Taking all the shattered ones To the place we belong And his love will conquer all Yes his love will conquer all Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding Fall into your sunlight
When the song was over Connor immediately thought of Angel.
He had rejected Angel's love in everyway possible.
He had sunk his father to the bottom of the ocean and he still claimed to love him.
That's when he had realized that his father wasn't going to give up on him.
Even after Angel had punished Connor for what he had done to him Connor had not wanted Angel's love.
And it was now two weeks later and a song had made him understand why.
He had thought he was honoring Holtz by rejecting Angel's love at every turn.
But in truth Connor didn't think he deserved the kind of love Angel had for him.
The kind that was never ending. The kind where it didn't matter what you did they would always love you.
Holtz had always told him that he loved Connor. And that God had brought Connor and Holtz together. But in the time he had been in L.A. he had realized the truth because of the way Angel spoke to him when he had returned. Saying again and again how he had been taken from his true father Angel.
Connor hadn't understood right away. But as he had heard the truth about Justine being the one that killed Holtz. Connor had realized that it had been a scam to make him kill Angel.
And he had went to the library while Angel was gone. and looked and asked a woman what the word stealing meant. Because he knew that taking something was same as stealing it. But he didn't know what stealing was.
She showed him a dictionary and helped him find the word.
Stealing: to take (the property of another or others) without permission or right, esp. secretly or by force: to steal, carry off, or abduct. Also see kidnapping.
Angel had said on many Occasions that Holtz had stolen him. But if that was really what Stealing meant. Then what Holtz had done was Illegal according to the woman explaining what they had read.
God hadn't put them together. Had Holtz stolen him from his crib?
The definition helped him figure out that what Holtz had done was not an act from God.
But an act of vengeance because he wanted Angel to suffer. According to Fred Holtz had threatened to snap Connor's neck if Angel came any closer.
So Angel had tried to rescue him once Holtz had him. But Angel wasn't going to risk Connor's safety. The man he had thought of as his father was really a liar.
And Angel his true father wasn't the monster Holtz had brainwashed him into thinking he was. Holtz had wanted revenge for what Angel did to his family.
But that was the whole problem.
Angel hadn't done those things to Holtz. Angelus had.
And since Angelus was not around anymore didn't that make the revenge sort of unjust in a way.
Angel had a soul and he had tried to make Holtz understand that. But Holtz didn't care.
He had told Connor that his parents were monsters that deserved to die. And almost every other day Holtz told him of story of Angelus and Darla.
It always scared and angered Connor that his true parents were monsters.
But Holtz had also told Connor that Angel and Darla tried to kill him when he was born. And they had called him a parasite. Was that true?
Connor decided that tonight at dinner he would ask Angel his questions and get his answers.
Dinnertime..
Connor sat down at the table with Angel sitting across the table and Gunn and Fred sitting one on each side of the table and Wesley sitting beside Gunn.
"Dad?" Connor said to get Angels attention. And it worked.
Angel looked up at Connor stunned that he had called him dad.
"I have a question." Connor said.
"What is it?" Angel asked.
" When I was inside Darla. My mother. Did the two of you call me a parasite?" Connor asked.
Angel sat back in his chair. He had never called his son a parasite. But Darla had. He wasn't sure what his son wanted him to say to that. So Angel just told him everything. He told him the truth.
"Connor When you were conceived your mother had left me. And when she came back pregnant no one understood what that meant. We had found this prophecy that said that this terrible thing was coming and when Darla showed up pregnant and seeing as that's suppose to be impossible we assumed at first that it was you. That you were the thing from the prophecy. Many people wanted to find out what you were and why you were even there inside of Darla. Anyway we went to a hospital and snuck into a classroom. While Gunn went to find an ultra sound machine so that we could look inside her stomach to see what you were. We all thought that you were going to be some sort of vampire demon mix. Or something evil but when we got a look at you inside of her. Wesley said that you were human. And that you were a boy. We didn't understand that. But the fact remains that your mother and I are vampire's so we didn't understand how a vampire could be pregnant let alone be pregnant with a human baby. At first we debated on weather or not you were going to be a threat and how we were going to kill you if you were one.
But your mother. You have to understand Connor. Yes when you were inside your mother she did call you a parasite. And she often called you IT even after we found out you were a boy. I hate to say it but I wont lie to you Connor. Your mother didn't have a soul. And the only reason she was able to love you at all was because you did have a soul. And while you were inside her you shared your soul with her. You allowed her to feel something for the first time in 400 years. I swear to you Connor your mother loved you more than she has ever loved anything. And when we realized she was loosing you we all thought you were going to die. Darla and I were in the alley with Fred and Darla said "Angel our baby's going to die right here in this alley. You died in an alley. Remember. So much pain and destruction we cant make up for any of it and you know that. This baby Angel it's the one good thing we ever did together. The only good thing." "I put my head down so I didn't have to watch your mother lose you but then she did the unthinkable. She had reached over for a wooden stake that was laying near by and she said" You make sure to tell him that." "And then she staked herself because she loved you. So that you could live. Never doubt for a minute that she loved you. She did. And so do I." Angel stopped because Connor looked like he was about to cry.
Maybe I should have told him that story yet. Angel thought.
" She dusted herself to save me?" Connor asked with his eyes watering.
"Yes." Angel said.
" I wasn't the evil thing from the prophecy then?" Connor asked curious.
"No. It was Holtz that the prophecy was talking about." Angel said.
"And then he came here and stole me from my crib." Connor said. And then saw the looks on the faces around him.
"What. I know Holtz took me. I know he lied about everything. But how did he get in here without being seen if you already knew he was here? Weren't you looking out for his attack?" Connor asked confused.
It was Wesley that answered him.
"Connor. Holtz didn't take you from your crib." Connor looked over at him confused.
"I did. I came across a false prophecy that a demon wrote. The prophecy stated that the father will kill the son. And Wolfram and hart was spiking Angel's pig's blood with yours. And I believed that you were no longer safe with Angel. It was a stupid mistake. I should have seen it for what it was. A trick. There's not a day that goes by that I don't wish I could turn back time and stop myself. When I stole you Connor Holtz knew about it. And Holtz set a trap for me. He had Justine come and she slit my throat and took you and left me there to die." Wesley explained.
" But you're his friend. You saved him from the ocean. Why would you take me? I'm his son. Why did you betray him like that?" Connor yelled as he stood up. Angel stood up too. Ready to protect Wesley.
"Connor. Wesley already paid for what he did. Trust me. I almost killed him while he was still healing in the hospital because I was so angry and I didn't think I would ever forgive him. But I did. Now calm down and have a seat. There will not be any violence tonight." Angel warned him.
Connor could tell that Wesley spoke the truth and that he was sorry for what he did. And he knew Angel spoke the truth too. He had forgiven him for what he had done.
"This is all his fault! He's the reason Holtz got me and took me to a hell dimension! He was your friend! He should have trusted you! You forgave him because he saved you from your watery grave that I made for you. And you forgave me for that too. WE both betrayed and you and you shouldn't have forgiven either of us. He's the reason I am miserable. You went after Holtz and would have killed him but you didn't. and now the true kidnapper is here and you do nothing? Because he was your friend you could forgive him. But I can't and I won't just sit here and do nothing! This is all his fault! And if you can have your vengeance why cant I have mine!" Connor yelled and then tackled Wesley out of his chair. And shoved his up against the wall. Placing his elbow in Wesley windpipe. "Move and I'll crush your wind pipe!" he threatened.
Wesley didn't try to defend himself at all. He knew there was no point. Connor was stronger then he was. And he was right. If Wesley hadn't taken Connor then Holtz never would have gotten him.
Angel stood behind Connor and growled in warning "Let him go!"
Connor glanced back at Angel but even Angel knew that it would take Connor less then two seconds to crush Wesley's wind pipe. Which in turn would kill him. So Angels only option was to hope Connor would listen to reason and not hurt Wesley.
"Please Connor. don't." Fred begged from where she stood.
Then they heard a gun being cocked.
"Let his go Connor or I'll shot you with this Tranquilizer. It'll knock you ass out before you can do anything believe that." Gunn warned.
Connor knew what the gun was. And he knew that Gunn spoke the truth.
Connor realized that they weren't going to let him kill Wesley.
"He took me from you. And you wanted to kill him for it. But I'm the one he took! And it's my right to kill him!" Connor said.
" I'm sorry to hear that Connor. And you may be right. You are the only one who has a right to revenge where Wesley is concerned. But you wont be taking it. And if you try again that dart will be the least of your worries." Angel said.
And then before Connor could realize what Angel meant he heard him say "Shoot him."
And then Gunn shot Connor and Connor fell to the ground unconscious.
To be continued…
ANGEL RETURN PART 2
ANGELS RETURN.
Connor listened as Angels footsteps went down the hall and down the stairs. He looked towards the window and debated on weather or not to jump out the window.
Seriously what were the chances the Angel would really track him down if he left? It was a split decision before deciding it was worth what ever the risk was to prove his point. He was pretty sure his dad would go after him. But he was also sure that he could get far enough away that Angel couldn't track his scent.
Connor slipped out the window without much thought on his part. Jumping the four stories down and landed on his feet. Taking off running full speed intent on going north.
He finally got tired of running when the sun started to set. He decided that food would be a good idea and went to look through a trash can. When he found something edible he ate it and decided to take a nap right there on the side walk. All that running had tired him out…
Angel was feeling much better. Fred had brought him some pigs blood to eat and he had slept the remaining four hours it took for the sun to set. He decided to check on Connor and then he would start making the rules.
Angel went into Connors room and stopped short when he saw an empty room. He knew there was no use trying to since him because he automatically knew that Connor wasn't in the house. That boy was going to get a good spanking when he found him.
Angel saw Fred and Gunn in the lobby. He was happy to see that Fred was okay. "hey Guys you don't mind getting lost for a while do you? I have to go look for Connor and its going to get ugly." Angel said
"I was just trying to tell Gunn how I thought we should take a night off. Sure we'll get lost. Father son time is just as important as boyfriend girlfriend time." Fred said.
Angel nodded his head in thanks and headed out the door immediately catching his sons scent and followed it all the way to a demon bar.
He was relieved when the scent continued behind the bar. Angel found his son curled up in the ally way asleep. He effortlessly picked him up and carried his young rebel home.
Putting Connor into his bed he covered him up. And kissed his sons forehead.
Then Angel headed to the kitchen after grabbing some paper and writing down the rules for his son.
There weren't that many rules. Just the basics. But they were very important.
No lying,
No hunting alone
No manipulation
No running off at all.
Simple and to the point.
Angel headed back into Connors room and sat on a chair to wait for him to wake up.
Connor woke from his sleep unsure of himself for a moment. He could tell that he was laying on his bed. And he could smell someone in the room with him. What had happened.
Then it all came rushing to his mind at once. Angel was back from the Ocean! How had he escaped. Connor had sealed that coffin shut himself. He had worked very hard to put his father in his watery grave.
He opened his eyes and jumped from the bed when he saw Angel sitting in a chair looking at him.
Angel got up prepared in case Connor made a run for it.
Connor backed away until he was against the wall. Fear flooding him as he saw what his father had brought into the room with him.
It was a wooden spoon. Connor eyed the spoon and then bit his lip trying to convince himself that he was seeing thing. Or that he was asleep and having a nightmare.
"what's wrong Connor? Are you scared little boy? Are you afraid daddy will bust your butt with that spoon?" Angel taunted his son mercilessly. His son deserved to squirm a bit. He also deserved the spanking he was about to get.
Connor nodded slightly. Yes he was scared.
"say it then." Angel demanded. "yes. I'm scared okay." Connor said some of his attitude rearing its head again.
"You can either come here on your own or I can come get you. Either way you'll end up in the same place." Angel gave Connor his choices. And waited a moment to give him time to think about it.
"what's it going to be Connor?" Angel finally asked.
Connor decided that cooperating was the lesser of the two evils.
He walked over to Angel with his heart thumping loudly in his chest.
"A wise choice. Maybe your learning after all." Angel said as he sat down and his hands quickly unbuttoned Connors pants.
Before Connor could protest he was over Angels lap with his bare bottom in the air. He cursed his stupidity for falling asleep. His stomach churned as he heard Angel pick up the spoon.
Angel wasted no time lighting a fire on his sons backside.
"you do not lie to the people who love you! You understand me no more Lying!" Angel said giving Connor five swats in rapid succession.
"yeeeesss." Connor whined trying his best not to cry. He would show this vampire that he could take a spanking like a man.
"And you do not leave this hotel without letting someone know!" Angel continued with five more swats. Connors bottom was very pink now.
"oooookkkkaaaay." Connor tried again to whine his way out of it.
"This is the last part Connor. Were going to go over what you did to me now. You do not betray your father without giving me a chance to explain. You didn't give me a chance Connor. I love you more than anything in this world. And I hate doing this but I'll do as much as I need to for your sake. You have to learn to listen to us Connor because we have your best interest in mind. I hope you can understand this someday." Angel finished his talk giving Connor 20 more swats to bring the message home.
Angel felt bad when he saw the dark red bottom over his lap. But he knew it was right thing to do. Connor needed boundaries and no matter what he was going to get them.
To be continued …..
Connor listened as Angels footsteps went down the hall and down the stairs. He looked towards the window and debated on weather or not to jump out the window.
Seriously what were the chances the Angel would really track him down if he left? It was a split decision before deciding it was worth what ever the risk was to prove his point. He was pretty sure his dad would go after him. But he was also sure that he could get far enough away that Angel couldn't track his scent.
Connor slipped out the window without much thought on his part. Jumping the four stories down and landed on his feet. Taking off running full speed intent on going north.
He finally got tired of running when the sun started to set. He decided that food would be a good idea and went to look through a trash can. When he found something edible he ate it and decided to take a nap right there on the side walk. All that running had tired him out…
Angel was feeling much better. Fred had brought him some pigs blood to eat and he had slept the remaining four hours it took for the sun to set. He decided to check on Connor and then he would start making the rules.
Angel went into Connors room and stopped short when he saw an empty room. He knew there was no use trying to since him because he automatically knew that Connor wasn't in the house. That boy was going to get a good spanking when he found him.
Angel saw Fred and Gunn in the lobby. He was happy to see that Fred was okay. "hey Guys you don't mind getting lost for a while do you? I have to go look for Connor and its going to get ugly." Angel said
"I was just trying to tell Gunn how I thought we should take a night off. Sure we'll get lost. Father son time is just as important as boyfriend girlfriend time." Fred said.
Angel nodded his head in thanks and headed out the door immediately catching his sons scent and followed it all the way to a demon bar.
He was relieved when the scent continued behind the bar. Angel found his son curled up in the ally way asleep. He effortlessly picked him up and carried his young rebel home.
Putting Connor into his bed he covered him up. And kissed his sons forehead.
Then Angel headed to the kitchen after grabbing some paper and writing down the rules for his son.
There weren't that many rules. Just the basics. But they were very important.
No lying,
No hunting alone
No manipulation
No running off at all.
Simple and to the point.
Angel headed back into Connors room and sat on a chair to wait for him to wake up.
Connor woke from his sleep unsure of himself for a moment. He could tell that he was laying on his bed. And he could smell someone in the room with him. What had happened.
Then it all came rushing to his mind at once. Angel was back from the Ocean! How had he escaped. Connor had sealed that coffin shut himself. He had worked very hard to put his father in his watery grave.
He opened his eyes and jumped from the bed when he saw Angel sitting in a chair looking at him.
Angel got up prepared in case Connor made a run for it.
Connor backed away until he was against the wall. Fear flooding him as he saw what his father had brought into the room with him.
It was a wooden spoon. Connor eyed the spoon and then bit his lip trying to convince himself that he was seeing thing. Or that he was asleep and having a nightmare.
"what's wrong Connor? Are you scared little boy? Are you afraid daddy will bust your butt with that spoon?" Angel taunted his son mercilessly. His son deserved to squirm a bit. He also deserved the spanking he was about to get.
Connor nodded slightly. Yes he was scared.
"say it then." Angel demanded. "yes. I'm scared okay." Connor said some of his attitude rearing its head again.
"You can either come here on your own or I can come get you. Either way you'll end up in the same place." Angel gave Connor his choices. And waited a moment to give him time to think about it.
"what's it going to be Connor?" Angel finally asked.
Connor decided that cooperating was the lesser of the two evils.
He walked over to Angel with his heart thumping loudly in his chest.
"A wise choice. Maybe your learning after all." Angel said as he sat down and his hands quickly unbuttoned Connors pants.
Before Connor could protest he was over Angels lap with his bare bottom in the air. He cursed his stupidity for falling asleep. His stomach churned as he heard Angel pick up the spoon.
Angel wasted no time lighting a fire on his sons backside.
"you do not lie to the people who love you! You understand me no more Lying!" Angel said giving Connor five swats in rapid succession.
"yeeeesss." Connor whined trying his best not to cry. He would show this vampire that he could take a spanking like a man.
"And you do not leave this hotel without letting someone know!" Angel continued with five more swats. Connors bottom was very pink now.
"oooookkkkaaaay." Connor tried again to whine his way out of it.
"This is the last part Connor. Were going to go over what you did to me now. You do not betray your father without giving me a chance to explain. You didn't give me a chance Connor. I love you more than anything in this world. And I hate doing this but I'll do as much as I need to for your sake. You have to learn to listen to us Connor because we have your best interest in mind. I hope you can understand this someday." Angel finished his talk giving Connor 20 more swats to bring the message home.
Angel felt bad when he saw the dark red bottom over his lap. But he knew it was right thing to do. Connor needed boundaries and no matter what he was going to get them.
To be continued …..
ANGEL RETURNS PART 1
ANGEL RETURNS
* Angel returns from his under water sea adventure and he is not happy with Connor.
Warning: Spanking of a teen in this story. If you don't like it don't read it. If you read it anyway don't complain. No one Is making you read it.
* Cussing too. Hey Angel is pissed and has every right to be.
ANGEL RETURNS
Flashback: "daddy's coming home. And I think there going to be a spanking" Gunn said trying to scare Connor.
Connor looked anxiously around the room trying to figure out a way to escape. He struggled against the ropes that held him to the chair to no avail. Finally giving up and vowing to kill Gunn for this outrageous insult to his pride. Tying Him up would cost Gunn his life. Connor vowed.
NOW
"Sit you butt down now." Angel said glaring at his only Son. Connor had just gotten done attacking Fred with the tazer she used on him earlier. Seeing the look on Angels face convinced him that maybe sitting down was a good idea right now.
Gunn helped Fred up and made sure she was okay. But before Gunn could think of something to yell at Connor Angel spoke "I'd like to be alone with my son right now if you don't mind Gunn." Gunn nodded and headed out the door with Fred.
Angel shut the door and locked it behind them.
Then turned to look back at Connor.
"I understand wanting revenge Connor. I really do. But if you had stopped to listen to a damn word I had said you would have realized the truth. But instead of listening to me you trap me in a coffin and send me on an underwater vacation I don't remember signing up for. I've let you have your freedom by letting you run all over town by yourself. And you repay me by manipulating me and my friends. I wont tolerate it anymore Connor." Angel lectured.
"So what are you going to do about it?" Connor asked. As he just starred at his father as if he'd lost his mind. He had a feeling Angel was going to try to start controlling him. And that was not going to happen Connor vowed.
"First off I'm going to make a list of rules for you to follow. Second I'm going to go to sleep because frankly my vacation really wasn't that relaxing. Third your going to be punished when I wake up for dumping me into the ocean and manipulating my team who has done nothing but try to help you since you got back." Angel Stated feeling the effects of his weakness.
"and you'd best be here when I wake up. If I have to come find you. You are going to be the sorriest boy in the world I promise you that." Angel said then turned to leave the room so he could get his strength back by getting the sleep he needed.
* Angel returns from his under water sea adventure and he is not happy with Connor.
Warning: Spanking of a teen in this story. If you don't like it don't read it. If you read it anyway don't complain. No one Is making you read it.
* Cussing too. Hey Angel is pissed and has every right to be.
ANGEL RETURNS
Flashback: "daddy's coming home. And I think there going to be a spanking" Gunn said trying to scare Connor.
Connor looked anxiously around the room trying to figure out a way to escape. He struggled against the ropes that held him to the chair to no avail. Finally giving up and vowing to kill Gunn for this outrageous insult to his pride. Tying Him up would cost Gunn his life. Connor vowed.
NOW
"Sit you butt down now." Angel said glaring at his only Son. Connor had just gotten done attacking Fred with the tazer she used on him earlier. Seeing the look on Angels face convinced him that maybe sitting down was a good idea right now.
Gunn helped Fred up and made sure she was okay. But before Gunn could think of something to yell at Connor Angel spoke "I'd like to be alone with my son right now if you don't mind Gunn." Gunn nodded and headed out the door with Fred.
Angel shut the door and locked it behind them.
Then turned to look back at Connor.
"I understand wanting revenge Connor. I really do. But if you had stopped to listen to a damn word I had said you would have realized the truth. But instead of listening to me you trap me in a coffin and send me on an underwater vacation I don't remember signing up for. I've let you have your freedom by letting you run all over town by yourself. And you repay me by manipulating me and my friends. I wont tolerate it anymore Connor." Angel lectured.
"So what are you going to do about it?" Connor asked. As he just starred at his father as if he'd lost his mind. He had a feeling Angel was going to try to start controlling him. And that was not going to happen Connor vowed.
"First off I'm going to make a list of rules for you to follow. Second I'm going to go to sleep because frankly my vacation really wasn't that relaxing. Third your going to be punished when I wake up for dumping me into the ocean and manipulating my team who has done nothing but try to help you since you got back." Angel Stated feeling the effects of his weakness.
"and you'd best be here when I wake up. If I have to come find you. You are going to be the sorriest boy in the world I promise you that." Angel said then turned to leave the room so he could get his strength back by getting the sleep he needed.
THE TRUTH PART 4
The truth
Chapter four
Connor decided that he wasn't going to wait until the sun went down.
He snuck out of his room and down the hallway slowly.
Keeping his eyes and ears peeled for his father.
He didn't have to look very far.
Down below him in the lobby….
"What?" Fred asked sounding confused.
"Your joking right man? Connor seriously opened the window and sat there in the sun so that you couldn't punish him. Angel that doesn't sound like Connor. He's always accepted his punishments without resisting. He was never rebellious before. He couldn't have changed overnight." Gunn said.
Connor was humiliated.
He felt the anger flowing through his veins.
He may have new memories but he also still had all the old ones and his own personality.
He jumped down from the top of the railing and landed right on his feet in front of Gunn.
Gunn jumped not expecting to see Connor appear in front of him like that.
Then Connor made his move and hurled a punch at Gunn.
It was so unexpected that no one moved for a full minute.
Angel starred in shock.
Gunn stayed on the ground starring up at Connor in disbelief.
Fred looked nervous and scared.
Illyria looked interested but a little confused.
Wesley tried to think of a reason for Connors actions.
He could come up with no logical answer for Connor to be acting this way.
Spike went over to stand next to Gunn in a protective manner.
He held his hand out so that Gunn could get up.
Gunn didn't take it. He just kept starring at Connor.
Lorne was busy trying to read Connor's emotions.
Cordelia had been about to yell at Connor and then she felt it.
She felt his rage. She felt his pain. She felt his depression.
"What's wrong Connor? Talk to me. Please. Tell us what's going on." Cordy begged for answers.
Connor glared at Gunn "Get up!" Connor demanded.
"What? Why?" Gunn asked.
"I said get up!" Connor yelled.
"That's enough Connor! I don't know what the hell is wrong with you. But it had better stop now! You do not attack people for no reason. You know better then that. I raised you better then that." Angel yelled trying to reach his son.
Connor turned and threw all his strength into the punch that landed in Angel's face. "You didn't raise me! Holtz raised me!" Connor yelled back.
Angel hadn't expected his son to actually attack him. Nor had he expected his son to yell what he had yelled.
Holtz? What did Daniel Holtz have to do with this. And then Angel remembered.
A long time ago Connor had come back in time and had told them that Holtz had gotten him and that his future was a living hell.
However Angel was stronger then his son and the punch did not knock his down. It just stunned him for a moment.
Long enough for Connor to turn with Fist raised and then stopped as he saw Fred who had been his next target.
But he couldn't do it. He couldn't hurt Fred. He could hit anyone in the world. But not sweet Fred.
He senced someone behind him and turned to jump and kicked Spike in the face .
But like Angel it only stunned him for a moment.
Angel took control at that moment.
He tackled Connor to the ground and slammed his body against the floor and sat on his back to hold him there.
"Your gonna stop this right now young man! I know what's going on now. You're the Connor that came from the future 16 years ago and warned us about the hell you called a future. You killed Holtz and an innocent girl while you were there and then you were suppose to go back to your time. Something must have gone wrong. Somehow you must have been switched with the other Connor. The one that belongs here. But your still my son. And you are not gonna act like a wild animal while I'm still alive!" Angel yelled.
"Your not alive." Connor yelled and struggled to get free.
Angel held on to him. Restraining him.
"That's really funny Connor. Well see just how funny you think it is when I blister your backside for attacking us and behaving like a wild animal." Angel said into Connor's ear.
Making a chill run down Connor's spine.
Connor stopped struggling.
Scared stiff.
"Wait this is the Connor from that future? Then where is our Connor? " Fred asked/
"probably where I should be. In my world with pushover Angel and Wesley in exile." Connor mumbled.
"Pushover me?" Angel asked.
"You've never hit me. You've never even yelled or grounded me. Your more into being my friend then my father." Connor said feeling a little jealous that this Angel seemed so different.
Connor looked at Cordy from his place on the floor.
"I tried to kill you after I came back. You told me you were part demon and I tried to kill you. But hten you did this glowing thing. You said I was sick from being in quor-toth for so long. It made me sick with rage and vengence and hopelessness. I punched a hole through reality in order to get back to you guys. When Holtz came he said I did it because I needed you. I hated him for saying that and vowed that I didn't need you. And there is still a part of me. A small part that believes that I don't need your love." Connor said telling them some of the things he didn't tell them the first time around.
"Why do you do it?" Connor asked suddenly.
"Why do I do what?" Angel asked knowing that Connor was talking to him.
"Why do you spank him?" Connor asked.
"Connor I don't enjoy spanking you. I hate it. But if spanking the daylights out of you every now and then will keep you in less trouble then I will do it. Besides it seems to work very well on you. And im not the only one that spanks you. Wesley and Spike have done it too. We love you Connor. And we will do whatever it takes to save you from this path you on right now. I'm sorry kid. But I think you still need a spanking. Maybe it will help you understand more. But its going to happen. So you might as well except it. I wont spank you for sneaking out. Because that wasn't you. I will spank you for behaving this way though. Its not appropriate. Weather you grew up here or in hell. Its not acceptable behavior for my son. And you better hope to god I never find a way to talk to my other self. Because the pushover Angel days would end very fast." Angel said and let his son up and decided that there was no time like the present to take care of the punishment.
"Come on Spike. You should give him a dose as well." Angel said as he steered Connor towards the stairs with Spike and Wesley following. None of them looking very happy about the situation.
To be continued….
Chapter four
Connor decided that he wasn't going to wait until the sun went down.
He snuck out of his room and down the hallway slowly.
Keeping his eyes and ears peeled for his father.
He didn't have to look very far.
Down below him in the lobby….
"What?" Fred asked sounding confused.
"Your joking right man? Connor seriously opened the window and sat there in the sun so that you couldn't punish him. Angel that doesn't sound like Connor. He's always accepted his punishments without resisting. He was never rebellious before. He couldn't have changed overnight." Gunn said.
Connor was humiliated.
He felt the anger flowing through his veins.
He may have new memories but he also still had all the old ones and his own personality.
He jumped down from the top of the railing and landed right on his feet in front of Gunn.
Gunn jumped not expecting to see Connor appear in front of him like that.
Then Connor made his move and hurled a punch at Gunn.
It was so unexpected that no one moved for a full minute.
Angel starred in shock.
Gunn stayed on the ground starring up at Connor in disbelief.
Fred looked nervous and scared.
Illyria looked interested but a little confused.
Wesley tried to think of a reason for Connors actions.
He could come up with no logical answer for Connor to be acting this way.
Spike went over to stand next to Gunn in a protective manner.
He held his hand out so that Gunn could get up.
Gunn didn't take it. He just kept starring at Connor.
Lorne was busy trying to read Connor's emotions.
Cordelia had been about to yell at Connor and then she felt it.
She felt his rage. She felt his pain. She felt his depression.
"What's wrong Connor? Talk to me. Please. Tell us what's going on." Cordy begged for answers.
Connor glared at Gunn "Get up!" Connor demanded.
"What? Why?" Gunn asked.
"I said get up!" Connor yelled.
"That's enough Connor! I don't know what the hell is wrong with you. But it had better stop now! You do not attack people for no reason. You know better then that. I raised you better then that." Angel yelled trying to reach his son.
Connor turned and threw all his strength into the punch that landed in Angel's face. "You didn't raise me! Holtz raised me!" Connor yelled back.
Angel hadn't expected his son to actually attack him. Nor had he expected his son to yell what he had yelled.
Holtz? What did Daniel Holtz have to do with this. And then Angel remembered.
A long time ago Connor had come back in time and had told them that Holtz had gotten him and that his future was a living hell.
However Angel was stronger then his son and the punch did not knock his down. It just stunned him for a moment.
Long enough for Connor to turn with Fist raised and then stopped as he saw Fred who had been his next target.
But he couldn't do it. He couldn't hurt Fred. He could hit anyone in the world. But not sweet Fred.
He senced someone behind him and turned to jump and kicked Spike in the face .
But like Angel it only stunned him for a moment.
Angel took control at that moment.
He tackled Connor to the ground and slammed his body against the floor and sat on his back to hold him there.
"Your gonna stop this right now young man! I know what's going on now. You're the Connor that came from the future 16 years ago and warned us about the hell you called a future. You killed Holtz and an innocent girl while you were there and then you were suppose to go back to your time. Something must have gone wrong. Somehow you must have been switched with the other Connor. The one that belongs here. But your still my son. And you are not gonna act like a wild animal while I'm still alive!" Angel yelled.
"Your not alive." Connor yelled and struggled to get free.
Angel held on to him. Restraining him.
"That's really funny Connor. Well see just how funny you think it is when I blister your backside for attacking us and behaving like a wild animal." Angel said into Connor's ear.
Making a chill run down Connor's spine.
Connor stopped struggling.
Scared stiff.
"Wait this is the Connor from that future? Then where is our Connor? " Fred asked/
"probably where I should be. In my world with pushover Angel and Wesley in exile." Connor mumbled.
"Pushover me?" Angel asked.
"You've never hit me. You've never even yelled or grounded me. Your more into being my friend then my father." Connor said feeling a little jealous that this Angel seemed so different.
Connor looked at Cordy from his place on the floor.
"I tried to kill you after I came back. You told me you were part demon and I tried to kill you. But hten you did this glowing thing. You said I was sick from being in quor-toth for so long. It made me sick with rage and vengence and hopelessness. I punched a hole through reality in order to get back to you guys. When Holtz came he said I did it because I needed you. I hated him for saying that and vowed that I didn't need you. And there is still a part of me. A small part that believes that I don't need your love." Connor said telling them some of the things he didn't tell them the first time around.
"Why do you do it?" Connor asked suddenly.
"Why do I do what?" Angel asked knowing that Connor was talking to him.
"Why do you spank him?" Connor asked.
"Connor I don't enjoy spanking you. I hate it. But if spanking the daylights out of you every now and then will keep you in less trouble then I will do it. Besides it seems to work very well on you. And im not the only one that spanks you. Wesley and Spike have done it too. We love you Connor. And we will do whatever it takes to save you from this path you on right now. I'm sorry kid. But I think you still need a spanking. Maybe it will help you understand more. But its going to happen. So you might as well except it. I wont spank you for sneaking out. Because that wasn't you. I will spank you for behaving this way though. Its not appropriate. Weather you grew up here or in hell. Its not acceptable behavior for my son. And you better hope to god I never find a way to talk to my other self. Because the pushover Angel days would end very fast." Angel said and let his son up and decided that there was no time like the present to take care of the punishment.
"Come on Spike. You should give him a dose as well." Angel said as he steered Connor towards the stairs with Spike and Wesley following. None of them looking very happy about the situation.
To be continued….
THE TRUTH PART 3
THE TRUTH
*Fred doesn't become Illyria. However I like Illyria enough to add her. But that means I have to kill someone off. So I chose Faith. Faith will become Illyria. I have nothing against Faith but I would rather see her become Illyria then see Fred go through it.
CHAPTER THREE
"Get off the floor Connor. Your in enough trouble as it is." Angel commanded
Connor got up off the floor.
His head didn't hurt anymore but he felt the same anger and hatred for his dad as he had before.
Even with the new memories. Connor was confused shouldn't he be forgetting his old life by now?
And he was a little nervous because Past Angel had told him that he believed in spanking.
Before now Connor would have thought that he was too old for that.
The only thing Holtz did to him was leave him in a dark corner in there cave for hours on end while he had cried and begged to be let out.
But he now knew that Angel would spank him for what he had done.
Especially if Angel ever found out the truth about it.
He began to wonder if Angel remembered anything from the original time line.
But he didn't want to risk reminding him in any way.
"I want to know what you were doing young man." Angel demanded.
"Sheesh for a 250 year old vampire your not very patient." Connor couldn't resist saying.
"First of all I'm older then 250 years old. And second you better watch yourself little boy. You know better than to coop an attitude with me." Angel lectured giving Connor a warning look.
"Sorry. And the portal was just….well I came across this witch and she noticed that I was nervous and I told her I had to get home before you found me gone and she offered to let me use her portal so I could get here faster. But she was a good witch." Connor lied.
Angel crossed his arms over his chest and glared at Connor.
"Its been a while since we had to have a talk like this. What did I tell you about lying to me? Connor you had us all worried half to death." Angel lectured again.
"Your already dead." Connor again could not resist the obvious pun.
At that moment Connor sensed another Vampire and spun around to see a vampire with bleach blonde hair.
But because of his memories he knew this vampire also had a soul and that his name was Spike.
Connor remember Holtz calling him by another name.
"William the bloody." Connor blurted out.
"Where did you hear that name?" Angel asked confused knowing he had never said anything about Spike's real name. Nor had anyone else.
Connor suddenly realized his mistake.
"I went to a seer one time and asked her about you and she told me your name." Connor lied again.
"I don't know what the hell is going on here Connor but if that Witch cast a spell on you we need to know. Did she do something to you?" Angel asked worried that something was wrong with his son.
"No and I'm not sick I'm fine. Just a little moody is that a problem?" Connor said grouchy.
"that depends on your attitude. And I may not believe you about what you've been saying but I cant prove that your lying. Yet. But you know that it will be worse when I do find out the truth. Now tell me why you thought you could leave when I grounded you because you sure as hell know better than that. So I was kinda hoping you were sick and that this wasn't one or your teenage stages your going through cause if it is you may want to skip it otherwise sitting down will become a long distant memory for you. You know I wont tolerate this." Angel lectured his son.
Angel then turned to Spike "What did you want Spike?" Angel asked.
" oh uh. Illyria says she want's "It" Out now and that our drugs wont help her." Spike said.
Angel rolled his eyes. "She's not better then you are. But at least you have an excuse. You're a teenager. Your suppose to be a pain in the ass." Angel said to Connor then added "Spike tell Illyria that she is not 16 years old. Then tell her I am dealing with my son at the moment and that she has to let the drugs work or we cant find out why she got sick in the first place." Angel said.
Connor tried to remember Illyria.
Faith Angels friend had been rewarded for her good behavior in jail by getting a week out.
She had come to visit Angel but she had been infected by an ancient demon called Illyria.
Faith had died and Illyria was using her body as a vessel.
Connor had been four when that happened.
Connor looked around the hotel and things looked the same but seemed different.
"Where's Fred and Gunn?" Connor asked.
"Where do you think they are. Out looking for you. Not get your ass upstairs! I'll be up in a minute" Angel said sternly.
Connor searched his memory for what that meant and wasn't pleased.
That meant that Angel was going to come up later and spank him on his bare butt.
Okay so his new life had a definite down side. Connor was still certain that it was worth it.
And maybe he could talk Angel out of it.
Angel glared at him until Connor got the hint and went upstairs to his room.
When he opened his door he stopped and starred at his room.
There was posters of cars all over the walls.
His bed was bigger than before.
Just as big as Angel bed. It looked really comfortable.
He went over to the curtains to open them and let the sun shine into his room.
Then he sat down in front of it on his bed and felt the warmth.
Then he saw the closet and noticed right away that there was lots of cloths.
And there was a box that held his old favorite toys that he didn't want to get rid of.
He didn't want to look anymore.
He knew he could be very happy here. But he still could not forget about what had happened in his life before this.
Connor wasn't sure that he deserved to be this happy.
Even if he did want it.
Angel knocked on the door and walked in and then stopped at the sight of Connor sitting directly in the path of the sun.
Angel took that as a declaration of war.
He raised his eyebrows at Connor "Get up and close the curtains. If you want me to die then fine we'll do it after your spanking." Angel said the last part sarcastically.
Connor gave his father a pleading look of fear that he had never seen before.
"Please don't. I'm sorry that I left." Connor begged.
Angel didn't understand why his son was trying to get out of this.
It wasn't something he usually did.
He usually excepted it when he had earned a spanking.
"Connor whats going on? I've spanked you before and you've never tried to get out of it until you seem like your afraid of me. You know I love you more then the waking world right?" Angel asked. Trying to reassure his son that he was safe.
"Why?" Connor asked
"Why what son?" Angel asked.
"Why do you love me?" Connor asked.
"Excuse me?" Angel asked sharply.
"you can feel all the guilt you want but you are not about to start talking like that or I'll go back downstairs and get the wooden ruler." Angel threatened him.
"now get up and close the curtains I've had enough of this attitude of yours and its about to be adjusted." Angel guaranteed.
Connor could remember that ruler. He had cussed at Wesley and his uncle Wes wants too pleased and had blistered his butt with it.
Connor hadn't even thought of trying to fight him.
But Connor didn't think he would be able to stop himself from fighting anyone who tried it.
"I wouldn't count on it. I'm strong. And if I don't want to be spanked then I wont be getting spanked." Connor said.
"Close the Curtains. And that's the last time I'll ask nicely." Angel informed him.
"NO." Connor rebelled.
Angel starred in shock.
Had Connor really just told him No?
"Fine have it your way but you know as well as I do that the sun wont stay up forever it'll go down in about three hours. And then I will come for you. You may be strong but you know your not stronger then me. You keep this up son. And tomorrow wont be very pretty either." Angel warned and then left Connor to his thoughts.
Connor felt like a coward but he also felt that a spanking wasn't harsh enough.
Maybe he could force Angel into beating him.
Just maybe…..
To be continued
*Fred doesn't become Illyria. However I like Illyria enough to add her. But that means I have to kill someone off. So I chose Faith. Faith will become Illyria. I have nothing against Faith but I would rather see her become Illyria then see Fred go through it.
CHAPTER THREE
"Get off the floor Connor. Your in enough trouble as it is." Angel commanded
Connor got up off the floor.
His head didn't hurt anymore but he felt the same anger and hatred for his dad as he had before.
Even with the new memories. Connor was confused shouldn't he be forgetting his old life by now?
And he was a little nervous because Past Angel had told him that he believed in spanking.
Before now Connor would have thought that he was too old for that.
The only thing Holtz did to him was leave him in a dark corner in there cave for hours on end while he had cried and begged to be let out.
But he now knew that Angel would spank him for what he had done.
Especially if Angel ever found out the truth about it.
He began to wonder if Angel remembered anything from the original time line.
But he didn't want to risk reminding him in any way.
"I want to know what you were doing young man." Angel demanded.
"Sheesh for a 250 year old vampire your not very patient." Connor couldn't resist saying.
"First of all I'm older then 250 years old. And second you better watch yourself little boy. You know better than to coop an attitude with me." Angel lectured giving Connor a warning look.
"Sorry. And the portal was just….well I came across this witch and she noticed that I was nervous and I told her I had to get home before you found me gone and she offered to let me use her portal so I could get here faster. But she was a good witch." Connor lied.
Angel crossed his arms over his chest and glared at Connor.
"Its been a while since we had to have a talk like this. What did I tell you about lying to me? Connor you had us all worried half to death." Angel lectured again.
"Your already dead." Connor again could not resist the obvious pun.
At that moment Connor sensed another Vampire and spun around to see a vampire with bleach blonde hair.
But because of his memories he knew this vampire also had a soul and that his name was Spike.
Connor remember Holtz calling him by another name.
"William the bloody." Connor blurted out.
"Where did you hear that name?" Angel asked confused knowing he had never said anything about Spike's real name. Nor had anyone else.
Connor suddenly realized his mistake.
"I went to a seer one time and asked her about you and she told me your name." Connor lied again.
"I don't know what the hell is going on here Connor but if that Witch cast a spell on you we need to know. Did she do something to you?" Angel asked worried that something was wrong with his son.
"No and I'm not sick I'm fine. Just a little moody is that a problem?" Connor said grouchy.
"that depends on your attitude. And I may not believe you about what you've been saying but I cant prove that your lying. Yet. But you know that it will be worse when I do find out the truth. Now tell me why you thought you could leave when I grounded you because you sure as hell know better than that. So I was kinda hoping you were sick and that this wasn't one or your teenage stages your going through cause if it is you may want to skip it otherwise sitting down will become a long distant memory for you. You know I wont tolerate this." Angel lectured his son.
Angel then turned to Spike "What did you want Spike?" Angel asked.
" oh uh. Illyria says she want's "It" Out now and that our drugs wont help her." Spike said.
Angel rolled his eyes. "She's not better then you are. But at least you have an excuse. You're a teenager. Your suppose to be a pain in the ass." Angel said to Connor then added "Spike tell Illyria that she is not 16 years old. Then tell her I am dealing with my son at the moment and that she has to let the drugs work or we cant find out why she got sick in the first place." Angel said.
Connor tried to remember Illyria.
Faith Angels friend had been rewarded for her good behavior in jail by getting a week out.
She had come to visit Angel but she had been infected by an ancient demon called Illyria.
Faith had died and Illyria was using her body as a vessel.
Connor had been four when that happened.
Connor looked around the hotel and things looked the same but seemed different.
"Where's Fred and Gunn?" Connor asked.
"Where do you think they are. Out looking for you. Not get your ass upstairs! I'll be up in a minute" Angel said sternly.
Connor searched his memory for what that meant and wasn't pleased.
That meant that Angel was going to come up later and spank him on his bare butt.
Okay so his new life had a definite down side. Connor was still certain that it was worth it.
And maybe he could talk Angel out of it.
Angel glared at him until Connor got the hint and went upstairs to his room.
When he opened his door he stopped and starred at his room.
There was posters of cars all over the walls.
His bed was bigger than before.
Just as big as Angel bed. It looked really comfortable.
He went over to the curtains to open them and let the sun shine into his room.
Then he sat down in front of it on his bed and felt the warmth.
Then he saw the closet and noticed right away that there was lots of cloths.
And there was a box that held his old favorite toys that he didn't want to get rid of.
He didn't want to look anymore.
He knew he could be very happy here. But he still could not forget about what had happened in his life before this.
Connor wasn't sure that he deserved to be this happy.
Even if he did want it.
Angel knocked on the door and walked in and then stopped at the sight of Connor sitting directly in the path of the sun.
Angel took that as a declaration of war.
He raised his eyebrows at Connor "Get up and close the curtains. If you want me to die then fine we'll do it after your spanking." Angel said the last part sarcastically.
Connor gave his father a pleading look of fear that he had never seen before.
"Please don't. I'm sorry that I left." Connor begged.
Angel didn't understand why his son was trying to get out of this.
It wasn't something he usually did.
He usually excepted it when he had earned a spanking.
"Connor whats going on? I've spanked you before and you've never tried to get out of it until you seem like your afraid of me. You know I love you more then the waking world right?" Angel asked. Trying to reassure his son that he was safe.
"Why?" Connor asked
"Why what son?" Angel asked.
"Why do you love me?" Connor asked.
"Excuse me?" Angel asked sharply.
"you can feel all the guilt you want but you are not about to start talking like that or I'll go back downstairs and get the wooden ruler." Angel threatened him.
"now get up and close the curtains I've had enough of this attitude of yours and its about to be adjusted." Angel guaranteed.
Connor could remember that ruler. He had cussed at Wesley and his uncle Wes wants too pleased and had blistered his butt with it.
Connor hadn't even thought of trying to fight him.
But Connor didn't think he would be able to stop himself from fighting anyone who tried it.
"I wouldn't count on it. I'm strong. And if I don't want to be spanked then I wont be getting spanked." Connor said.
"Close the Curtains. And that's the last time I'll ask nicely." Angel informed him.
"NO." Connor rebelled.
Angel starred in shock.
Had Connor really just told him No?
"Fine have it your way but you know as well as I do that the sun wont stay up forever it'll go down in about three hours. And then I will come for you. You may be strong but you know your not stronger then me. You keep this up son. And tomorrow wont be very pretty either." Angel warned and then left Connor to his thoughts.
Connor felt like a coward but he also felt that a spanking wasn't harsh enough.
Maybe he could force Angel into beating him.
Just maybe…..
To be continued
THE TRUTH PART 2
The truth
Chapter two.
*Connor goes back in time to change what happened to him.
Warning: Spanking in this chapter or the next.
Chapter two: New life.
Connor had found what he was looking for.
A spell book that listed time travel spells.
He took out a piece of paper and wrote down the spell to travel back in time.
Along with the reversal spell so that he could come back.
He drew the picture from the book onto the wall where the portal would be formed.
And then he spoke the words of the spell.
And the portal opened.
He envisioned where he wanted to go.
It would be the day that Angel appeared to be over protective of him.
He walked through the portal and was greeted by the whole group standing there shocked.
He looked at Angel holding the baby in a protective manner.
"Man how the hell did that happen I thought we were safe here Lorne." Gunn yelled.
"Wait Uncle Gunn. Don't be alarmed. Really guys. Its me Connor." Connor revealed putting his hands up in surrender to show them he was not one of the enemy's outside waiting to kill him.
Angel looked at the baby and then at the boy.
"You must be 16. Why travel so far back in time? Wait why are you traveling back in time without one of us? We just let you come here by yourself?" Angel asked a little worried about his future son now too.
"Come on dad. You actually said that you forbid me to do this. Not that I know what that means. But I came here for a reason and I'm not going back to face you until it's done." Connor informed him as Angel saw the portal close behind the boy.
"You do realize this is a dangerous time to come back to? Just about everybody and their cousin is after you right now. Your barely a day old and you have a list of people right over there that want to kill you. I hope that whatever you came here for is worth what I'm going to do to you when you get back. Because this is a dangerous place for you. We will be attacked at nightfall. And I'd rather you go back to where you came from before that happens." Angel said becoming annoyed with his son who had just put himself in a lot of danger.
Connor looked over at the other members of Angel's team.
Then back and Angel.
"Okay look. There are things that happened the first time around that isn't going to happen now. I'm going to kill Holtz and any other threat to me before I go back.
That included you Wolf Ram and Hart!" Connor finished looking towards the ceiling at the hidden camera's.
Angel did not like the sound of that at all.
"Okay Connor stop with the cryptic and tell me what's going on." Angel ordered as the baby in his arms dosed off to sleep.
For the first time he handed Connor over to Gunn.
He crossed his arms over his chest and glared at his son.
Connor felt like he was being challenged and was a second away from accepting before he realized what he was doing.
"No dad. I wont fight you. I'm trying to change the future. I hate to do this. And your just gonna have to trust me." Connor said as he ran toward the front door.
Angel panicked and went after him.
Grabbed a hold of him and slammed him down on the ground.
Angel thought he had been too rough but when Connor didn't complain he sat there on the floor restraining his son.
"Stop. Please Connor. I need you to talk to me. I need to know what's going on. Because your not leaving this hotel without someone being with you. And more than likely it will be me. You're my son and I don't care why you want to kill Holtz. Your not getting anywhere near him. He will most likely kill you. He's a very skilled fighter. And even I don't' know all of his moves." Angel said.
Then Connor showed Angel his strength and elbowed him in his head.
Then swiped his arm sideways to nock Angel off of him.
Connor stood up and said "I know all your moves dad. And I also know his. Because he raised me. Pretty soon a demon will appear and he will open a portal to a hell dimension that Holtz will jump through. And Holtz is holding me when he jumps through. I'm not from 16 years into the future. When I go back I'll be going back three months into the future. Times moves differently in a hell dimension. It's been 16 years for me. 3 months for all of you." Connor revealed then knowing he had no choice he jumped up and kicked Angel in the side of his head.
Angel wasn't expecting it.
It dazed him enough to allow Connor to run out of the hotel.
"Connor!" Angel yelled.
But Connor ignored him.
He knew where Holtz was going to be.
Out recruiting Justine.
And he could take care of Justine while he was here too.
He remembered Holtz smell and started to track him. And just as he had thought.
There he was shoving Justine up against the fence.
Connor took a board and smashed it into Holtz head knocking him out.
Justine looked at him wearily.
Taking the wooden board he plunged it into Justine.
She screamed as Angel could only stand there stunned watching his son kill an innocent girl.
What the hell was wrong with his son?
Why was he hurting the innocent girl?
But Connor just watched with a smile on his face as Justine suffered through the horrible death.
Angel did not like this at all.
His son just killed what appeared to be an innocent person.
He could see no logic for Connor to kill that girl.
Once Justine was dead Connor turned to Holtz.
He pulled out a knife Holtz had helped him make in the hell demension.
He held his head up slightly and Angel heard what he said "How does it feel father. To know that you failed. I know the truth now. And I'm going to save myself from you. You will never get the chance to hurt me or turn me against Angel. You knew I would try to kill him. That's why you did all of this. So that I would kill Angel. I loved you. And I thought that you cared about me. But all you ever wanted was revenge against Angel. And you used me to get it. Your not my father. He is! And he does love me! Unlike you. I know that truth of what happened. And you will die because of it." Connor finished and slit Holtz throat so deeply that the blood gushed out.
Then he finished it by taking Holtz head off as his trophy.
Angel watched in horror as his son behaved like a monster.
Kill Holtz yes. Take his head off No.
But he could do nothing about it right now. The sun was still up and he was only hidden from it.
Besides he had a feeling Connor had to go back to the Hotel to go back to his time.
Then he would demand answers.
Angel went back to the hotel to wait and as he passed he noticed that Connor had stopped to kill all the other people that was outside waiting to kill the baby.
Including the humans.
His son had no problem with killing.
And Angel had a problem with that.
He walked in and explained what he saw to everyone.
"Does that mean that Connor is evil?" Cordy asked.
Angel gave her a murderous glare.
She put her hands up "Hey you said it yourself Angel. He had no reason to kill that girl. So why do it unless he's bad or something." Cordy said.
Fred could see the point in that.
Gunn was not sure what to think.
Wesley was trying to figure out what all this meant.
If Connor was alive at 16 then the prophecy was wrong.
The father would not kill his son.
But how could a prophecy be wrong?
Maybe there was someone trying to trick him.
Connor came through the door.
Angel moved so quickly that Connor couldn't stop him.
He found himself being dragged over to a chair.
"Sit Down!" Angel said shoving Connor into the chair.
"dad look I need to go back home. I did what I came here to do. Now let me leave." Connor begged not wanting to talk to his father.
"Your leave when I say you can leave. You told me you came here to kill Holtz and anyone else who was after you. Those guys outside. And you did. But I saw what you did Connor. You had no reason to kill that innocent Girl. Yes Holtz was trying to get her to join him but you knock Holtz out. You could have just let her go. Because whatever she did in your time. She hasn't done here. And you killed Holtz so she never would have had the chance to do anything anyway. So she was innocent. Why did you kill her?" Angel asked.
"I have my reasons and I don't have to explain myself to you! I wanted to kill her in my time when I discovered the truth. But you said NO then too. And she did deserve to die then. I killed her because she was there. I killed her because I could. You don't know what she's done. You don't know how she tricked me. Oh god Angel I almost killed you. I was gonna do it." Connor said and shed a few tears as he tried to convince himself that he was a good person and the things would change now.
Angel could not understand how things had gotten so out of hand in the future that his son was close to killing him.
Connor explained everything that happened to him in the hell dimension.
How he had knocked his back into the world by tearing a hole through reality.
How he had tried to kill Angel the moment he had gotten there.
How he met his first friend Sunny.
How he had found Sunny dead from a drug overdose in a bathroom the same night.
How Angel had appeared out of thin air and had immediately checked his arm and asked if Sunny had given him any of the drug she had died of.
How Connor had tried to get the drug dealer sent off of his coat.
How Angel and him had gotten into a physical fight over it.
How Connor had realized that his father was stronger then him.
And then how Angel had taken bullets for him when the police came after the drug dealer showed up threatening his life. Because Connor had taken his ear from him.
How after leaving Angel Holtz had showed up and Convinced Connor to go back to Angel and spend time with him.
How he had done it.
And about how he had found Holtz dead that night with vampire marks on him.
And how he had cried thinking that Angelus had killed his father.
How he had really loved Holtz.
He told them how he had planned to get his revenge on Angel.
And Also about how he had seen the truth and changed his mind.
Connor finally finished talking and the gang just stood there.
Stunned by the tale.
Connor had been through a lot.
And it tore Angel up inside that his son knew such pain.
He never dreamed that Holtz would take his revenge in this way.
Take his son from him.
Raise him as his own.
Raise him to hate his real father.
Fill his head with lies.
And then kill himself just to frame Angel for his murder.
No wonder his son seemed so hatful and bitter.
But it was over now.
It wouldn't happen.
Connor had saved himself.
Connor got up and said.
"I have to go. I need to leave. Your probably gonna kill me when I get back as it is. If I'm home after curfew it'll be worse. What do you think you'll do to me?" Connor asked curious.
"Well considering that you deliberately disobeyed me. And put yourself in danger I'd say your probably getting you butt blistered when you walk through those doors." Angel said honestly. Wanting to spank the kid himself for what he'd done.
Connor was surprised at that.
"You think you will spank me when I get back?" Connor asked as if the idea was insane.
Angel grinned.
"oh I know I will. Count on it. You disobeyed me and put yourself in danger. Oh and you will need to go 16 years into the future this time. Otherwise if you go three months into the future you'll only be three months old. Holtz wont kidnap you now. Not that I approve of what you did but I cant really do anything about it. Now you better get home before I worry myself to death." Angel said grinned some more.
Connor suffered through a crushing hug and a mild swat on the backside as he walked away from him.
Connor looked back at him with a smile.
Then looked forward and said the reversal spell that would take him to where he belonged in the new time stream.
He stepped through to his new life.
And was greeted by Angel who was glaring at him.
"Where the hell have you been young man? Wait what was that? Is that a portal? What the hell are doing going through a portal? Dimmit Connor what the hell were you thinking doing something so stupid? I grounded you yesterday and I thought you just snuck out. But you went through a portal. Where did that portal lead to young man?" Angel asked glaring warningly at his son.
Connor immediately fell to the ground as his head began to pound as the new memories became one with the old memories.
He could still remember his old life.
But now he had the memories of his new life.
And it was a very different life.
A life filled with rules and punishments.
And a loving family that was more than crazy about it.
Whatever Angel was about to do to him.
Connor was certain that it was worth the trouble.
He had a family.
He had a new life.
It was everything he had ever wanted.
And now he could have it with Angel. And the rest of the gang.
Angel looked at his son wondering what the kid had to say for himself this time.
To be continued…
Chapter two.
*Connor goes back in time to change what happened to him.
Warning: Spanking in this chapter or the next.
Chapter two: New life.
Connor had found what he was looking for.
A spell book that listed time travel spells.
He took out a piece of paper and wrote down the spell to travel back in time.
Along with the reversal spell so that he could come back.
He drew the picture from the book onto the wall where the portal would be formed.
And then he spoke the words of the spell.
And the portal opened.
He envisioned where he wanted to go.
It would be the day that Angel appeared to be over protective of him.
He walked through the portal and was greeted by the whole group standing there shocked.
He looked at Angel holding the baby in a protective manner.
"Man how the hell did that happen I thought we were safe here Lorne." Gunn yelled.
"Wait Uncle Gunn. Don't be alarmed. Really guys. Its me Connor." Connor revealed putting his hands up in surrender to show them he was not one of the enemy's outside waiting to kill him.
Angel looked at the baby and then at the boy.
"You must be 16. Why travel so far back in time? Wait why are you traveling back in time without one of us? We just let you come here by yourself?" Angel asked a little worried about his future son now too.
"Come on dad. You actually said that you forbid me to do this. Not that I know what that means. But I came here for a reason and I'm not going back to face you until it's done." Connor informed him as Angel saw the portal close behind the boy.
"You do realize this is a dangerous time to come back to? Just about everybody and their cousin is after you right now. Your barely a day old and you have a list of people right over there that want to kill you. I hope that whatever you came here for is worth what I'm going to do to you when you get back. Because this is a dangerous place for you. We will be attacked at nightfall. And I'd rather you go back to where you came from before that happens." Angel said becoming annoyed with his son who had just put himself in a lot of danger.
Connor looked over at the other members of Angel's team.
Then back and Angel.
"Okay look. There are things that happened the first time around that isn't going to happen now. I'm going to kill Holtz and any other threat to me before I go back.
That included you Wolf Ram and Hart!" Connor finished looking towards the ceiling at the hidden camera's.
Angel did not like the sound of that at all.
"Okay Connor stop with the cryptic and tell me what's going on." Angel ordered as the baby in his arms dosed off to sleep.
For the first time he handed Connor over to Gunn.
He crossed his arms over his chest and glared at his son.
Connor felt like he was being challenged and was a second away from accepting before he realized what he was doing.
"No dad. I wont fight you. I'm trying to change the future. I hate to do this. And your just gonna have to trust me." Connor said as he ran toward the front door.
Angel panicked and went after him.
Grabbed a hold of him and slammed him down on the ground.
Angel thought he had been too rough but when Connor didn't complain he sat there on the floor restraining his son.
"Stop. Please Connor. I need you to talk to me. I need to know what's going on. Because your not leaving this hotel without someone being with you. And more than likely it will be me. You're my son and I don't care why you want to kill Holtz. Your not getting anywhere near him. He will most likely kill you. He's a very skilled fighter. And even I don't' know all of his moves." Angel said.
Then Connor showed Angel his strength and elbowed him in his head.
Then swiped his arm sideways to nock Angel off of him.
Connor stood up and said "I know all your moves dad. And I also know his. Because he raised me. Pretty soon a demon will appear and he will open a portal to a hell dimension that Holtz will jump through. And Holtz is holding me when he jumps through. I'm not from 16 years into the future. When I go back I'll be going back three months into the future. Times moves differently in a hell dimension. It's been 16 years for me. 3 months for all of you." Connor revealed then knowing he had no choice he jumped up and kicked Angel in the side of his head.
Angel wasn't expecting it.
It dazed him enough to allow Connor to run out of the hotel.
"Connor!" Angel yelled.
But Connor ignored him.
He knew where Holtz was going to be.
Out recruiting Justine.
And he could take care of Justine while he was here too.
He remembered Holtz smell and started to track him. And just as he had thought.
There he was shoving Justine up against the fence.
Connor took a board and smashed it into Holtz head knocking him out.
Justine looked at him wearily.
Taking the wooden board he plunged it into Justine.
She screamed as Angel could only stand there stunned watching his son kill an innocent girl.
What the hell was wrong with his son?
Why was he hurting the innocent girl?
But Connor just watched with a smile on his face as Justine suffered through the horrible death.
Angel did not like this at all.
His son just killed what appeared to be an innocent person.
He could see no logic for Connor to kill that girl.
Once Justine was dead Connor turned to Holtz.
He pulled out a knife Holtz had helped him make in the hell demension.
He held his head up slightly and Angel heard what he said "How does it feel father. To know that you failed. I know the truth now. And I'm going to save myself from you. You will never get the chance to hurt me or turn me against Angel. You knew I would try to kill him. That's why you did all of this. So that I would kill Angel. I loved you. And I thought that you cared about me. But all you ever wanted was revenge against Angel. And you used me to get it. Your not my father. He is! And he does love me! Unlike you. I know that truth of what happened. And you will die because of it." Connor finished and slit Holtz throat so deeply that the blood gushed out.
Then he finished it by taking Holtz head off as his trophy.
Angel watched in horror as his son behaved like a monster.
Kill Holtz yes. Take his head off No.
But he could do nothing about it right now. The sun was still up and he was only hidden from it.
Besides he had a feeling Connor had to go back to the Hotel to go back to his time.
Then he would demand answers.
Angel went back to the hotel to wait and as he passed he noticed that Connor had stopped to kill all the other people that was outside waiting to kill the baby.
Including the humans.
His son had no problem with killing.
And Angel had a problem with that.
He walked in and explained what he saw to everyone.
"Does that mean that Connor is evil?" Cordy asked.
Angel gave her a murderous glare.
She put her hands up "Hey you said it yourself Angel. He had no reason to kill that girl. So why do it unless he's bad or something." Cordy said.
Fred could see the point in that.
Gunn was not sure what to think.
Wesley was trying to figure out what all this meant.
If Connor was alive at 16 then the prophecy was wrong.
The father would not kill his son.
But how could a prophecy be wrong?
Maybe there was someone trying to trick him.
Connor came through the door.
Angel moved so quickly that Connor couldn't stop him.
He found himself being dragged over to a chair.
"Sit Down!" Angel said shoving Connor into the chair.
"dad look I need to go back home. I did what I came here to do. Now let me leave." Connor begged not wanting to talk to his father.
"Your leave when I say you can leave. You told me you came here to kill Holtz and anyone else who was after you. Those guys outside. And you did. But I saw what you did Connor. You had no reason to kill that innocent Girl. Yes Holtz was trying to get her to join him but you knock Holtz out. You could have just let her go. Because whatever she did in your time. She hasn't done here. And you killed Holtz so she never would have had the chance to do anything anyway. So she was innocent. Why did you kill her?" Angel asked.
"I have my reasons and I don't have to explain myself to you! I wanted to kill her in my time when I discovered the truth. But you said NO then too. And she did deserve to die then. I killed her because she was there. I killed her because I could. You don't know what she's done. You don't know how she tricked me. Oh god Angel I almost killed you. I was gonna do it." Connor said and shed a few tears as he tried to convince himself that he was a good person and the things would change now.
Angel could not understand how things had gotten so out of hand in the future that his son was close to killing him.
Connor explained everything that happened to him in the hell dimension.
How he had knocked his back into the world by tearing a hole through reality.
How he had tried to kill Angel the moment he had gotten there.
How he met his first friend Sunny.
How he had found Sunny dead from a drug overdose in a bathroom the same night.
How Angel had appeared out of thin air and had immediately checked his arm and asked if Sunny had given him any of the drug she had died of.
How Connor had tried to get the drug dealer sent off of his coat.
How Angel and him had gotten into a physical fight over it.
How Connor had realized that his father was stronger then him.
And then how Angel had taken bullets for him when the police came after the drug dealer showed up threatening his life. Because Connor had taken his ear from him.
How after leaving Angel Holtz had showed up and Convinced Connor to go back to Angel and spend time with him.
How he had done it.
And about how he had found Holtz dead that night with vampire marks on him.
And how he had cried thinking that Angelus had killed his father.
How he had really loved Holtz.
He told them how he had planned to get his revenge on Angel.
And Also about how he had seen the truth and changed his mind.
Connor finally finished talking and the gang just stood there.
Stunned by the tale.
Connor had been through a lot.
And it tore Angel up inside that his son knew such pain.
He never dreamed that Holtz would take his revenge in this way.
Take his son from him.
Raise him as his own.
Raise him to hate his real father.
Fill his head with lies.
And then kill himself just to frame Angel for his murder.
No wonder his son seemed so hatful and bitter.
But it was over now.
It wouldn't happen.
Connor had saved himself.
Connor got up and said.
"I have to go. I need to leave. Your probably gonna kill me when I get back as it is. If I'm home after curfew it'll be worse. What do you think you'll do to me?" Connor asked curious.
"Well considering that you deliberately disobeyed me. And put yourself in danger I'd say your probably getting you butt blistered when you walk through those doors." Angel said honestly. Wanting to spank the kid himself for what he'd done.
Connor was surprised at that.
"You think you will spank me when I get back?" Connor asked as if the idea was insane.
Angel grinned.
"oh I know I will. Count on it. You disobeyed me and put yourself in danger. Oh and you will need to go 16 years into the future this time. Otherwise if you go three months into the future you'll only be three months old. Holtz wont kidnap you now. Not that I approve of what you did but I cant really do anything about it. Now you better get home before I worry myself to death." Angel said grinned some more.
Connor suffered through a crushing hug and a mild swat on the backside as he walked away from him.
Connor looked back at him with a smile.
Then looked forward and said the reversal spell that would take him to where he belonged in the new time stream.
He stepped through to his new life.
And was greeted by Angel who was glaring at him.
"Where the hell have you been young man? Wait what was that? Is that a portal? What the hell are doing going through a portal? Dimmit Connor what the hell were you thinking doing something so stupid? I grounded you yesterday and I thought you just snuck out. But you went through a portal. Where did that portal lead to young man?" Angel asked glaring warningly at his son.
Connor immediately fell to the ground as his head began to pound as the new memories became one with the old memories.
He could still remember his old life.
But now he had the memories of his new life.
And it was a very different life.
A life filled with rules and punishments.
And a loving family that was more than crazy about it.
Whatever Angel was about to do to him.
Connor was certain that it was worth the trouble.
He had a family.
He had a new life.
It was everything he had ever wanted.
And now he could have it with Angel. And the rest of the gang.
Angel looked at his son wondering what the kid had to say for himself this time.
To be continued…
THE TRUTH
The truth will set you free.
*This is not related to my other Angel and Connor stories. It is something I have been wanting to write for a while now.
*set in the end of season 3 before Connor puts Angel in the ocean.
THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE
"He Really does love you Connor." Cordelia was saying to him.
" I know that." Connor lied letting her believe her own lies.
His true father was a monster. And a monster could not love you.
Angel might not have been Angelus but he was still a monster.
The same monster that killed Holtz.
And he would pay.
Justine didn't understand.
The best way to punish Angel for what he did to holtz was to make him believe that Connor loved him. And then he would dump him in the ocean.
The vampire didn't love him.
A vampire couldn't love you.
Holtz had told him that once when he asked about weather or not his parents had loved him.
Today Angel had asked him if he wanted to go to a movie.
He had said yes and then he had trained with Angel to learn Angel's fighting tricks.
And he had learned a lot.
Angel used balance as an advantage.
Connor was going to use it against him.
Suddenly Cordelia's eyes went white.
Connor knew what that meant.
She was having a vision.
Angel came in as Cordy was coming out of it.
"Angel there's a cave and a monster. He has this glass mirror thing.
And is using it for evil.
It's some kind of magic mirror.
It was showing him something.
You have to go and stop him." Cordy said.
Angel looked over at Connor "Wanna come?" He asked
"Yeah!" Connor said as if it was a stupid question.
This was the perfect opportunity to tell his father what he really thought of him.
They could kill the monster and then he would take Angel to the beach where Justine would be waiting for his signal.
And so they headed out.
As Angel approached the cave he spoke to Connor.
"Look I don't know what this mirror does but since it's magic you should probably stay away from it." Angel suggested.
"Ok sure." Connor said not interested in a magic mirror anyways.
As they entered the cave they realized that the demon had already left.
"We missed him." Connor said and then saw the mirror that glowed green.
It was like nothing he had ever seen before.
He walked over to it.
"Connor wait. Be careful." Angel said.
Connor had been thinking of his father and then the mirror glowed again this time it showed him something.
It was the vampire Angel with a baby that he assumed was himself.
It was as if the mirror had pulled him back in time. It was as if he was there watching it all happen.
He saw Angel's hotel on fire. And Angel looking scared and then running in a different direction then what the door was in.
He followed Angel and watched as Angel pulled him from his crib and held him close as he escaped from the hotel.
Then the scene changed to further back.
The day he was born. Darla had just dusted herself so that he could live.
And then Angel picked the naked baby up and wrapped him in a blanket and then held him close. Then he saw Holtz come out and then point a cross bow at Angel and Angel turned so that if Holtz shot at him Angel would be the one hit.
And then the scene changed again to Cordelia and Angel. They were outside.
"What are you doing hey!" Angel complained as she took him outside
"were going outside. Where your son's going to want to play. You can't be everything for him Angel. You wont even let anyone else hold him. What if he gets sick and it's sunny outside. You wont be able to take him to a hospital." Cordy said.
"I don't care if it's the sunniest day of the year. He'll make it to the hospital. Even if I don't." Angel said looking down at his baby with love.
And then the scene changed again this time to Holtz and Angel and a demon he didn't recognize.
"What your looking into is the quor-toth the darkest of the dark worlds. Now kill that baby or all of this dimension will know what it is like there." The demon said looking at Holtz who was holding him.
And then he watched as Holtz jumped into the hell dimension that was once his home.
Then he saw Angel try to go after then and get stuck by lightning in his chest.
It propelled him back onto the ground. And he lay there.
In agony because his son was gone.
Connor couldn't bare the look or misery on Angel's face.
He never knew that he meant so much to Angel. And then it showed another scene.
This one was Justine and Holtz in the hotel where Connor had gotten their room at.
Maybe now he would know why Angel had killed Holtz.
But instead of Angel showing up.
He watched as Holtz ordered Justine to stab him in the neck twice with an ice pick.
Angel hadn't killed Holtz at all.
He made Justine kill him so that it would look like Angel had killed him.
Holtz wanted him to kill Angel for what he had done to his family.
And at that moment he realized that every word from Holtz mouth had been a lie.
He didn't love him.
But Angel did.
Angel.
Angel had always loved him.
And had been devastated when he was gone.
And how did he repay his father's love.
With betrayal.
He couldn't hurt Angel.
Angel had done nothing wrong.
Justine would pay dearly.
Did Angel even know that Holtz was dead?
Probably not.
Then he was thrown back into the cave where he had been before he knew the truth.
"OH my god. Connor are you okay. I was so worried that it was a portal." Angel asked frantically checking him over.
"It's a mirror of truth." Connor said as he looked at Angel.
"What? Why do you say that?" Angel asked.
Connor decided to test his theory.
"Who was the demon that opened the hell dimension that holtz took me to?" Connor asked.
From the look on Angels face he knew that he had seen the truth.
That yes a demon had opened the portal and everything else he had seen was true as well.
"Holtz is dead." Connor informed Angel.
Angel was stunned at that news for a moment.
"Did the mirror show you that?" Angel asked.
"No. I came to him last night when I heard that you were going after him. But when I found him he was dead with two holes in his neck as if a vampire had killed him. I assumed it was Angelus. The mirror showed me that Holtz made Justine stab him with an ice pick. To trick me into killing you. And I was going to. I was going to take you to the beach when we were done here. I was going to knock you out and then signal Justine and then I was going to put you in a wooden box and seal you in. then I was going to shove you into the bottom of the ocean so that you could suffer with hunger forever." Connor confessed.
Angel listened to his son. And he could also tell that his son was going to hurt Justine.
"Connor listen to me. Can you do me a favor and tell me what all you saw in the mirror?" Angel asked getting Connor's mind off of Justine.
"I was a baby in most of it. The hotel was on fire and you saved me. You wouldn't let anyone else but you hold me. You said that you didn't care if it was the sunniest day of the year. If I was sick I would make it to hospital. Even if you didn't. you protected me from the demons that came after me. You tried to protect me from Holtz. And I could never make you suffer as much as you did when I was taken from you. I saw your face. Complete and utter misery. I know that look. I've worn it many times. Holtz told me that you didn't love me. That even if you wanted to you couldn't love me. I know now that that was just a lie. Many of the things he said to me was a lie. I saw Darla. My mother. She staked herself to save me. So that I could be born. And then I saw Holtz point his Cross bow at you and then he saw me and lowered it. When he saw me he wanted to take me from you to hurt you. I'm sorry for what I've done since I've been back. I'm sorry I was going to put you in the ocean. I was confused. I didn't know the truth. And I'm sorry I am such a disappointment. I wish I could grow up again. With you this time. I know that you loved me. And I hope you can forgive me and come to love me again." Connor said hopefully.
Angel was stunned. His son thought that he was so mad at him that he didn't love him anymore. He had thought about what his son had confessed to. And about the things his son had seen in the mirror. He knew his son wasn't a bad kid. He was just raised by a man that hated his father. And had also tried to make Connor hate him too. But thanks to the mirror his son now knew the truth.
"I'll be back at the hotel later. I'm going after Justine.' Connor informed him.
"Connor NO! she was just as poisoned by Holtz as you were. And you don't hurt a human Connor. Your stronger then she is. And your now going after her." Angel corrected him.
"I'm sorry Angel. But I must. She has to pay for her part in this. Unless you want me to try some kind of magic to bring Holtz back and make him pay. Or maybe I should just find a portal that goes back in time and kill him before he can come after me." Connor said to himself.
"NO! NO portals No magic Connor I forbid it! You will never go through another portal again so just get that idea out of your head!" Angel raised his voice to his son.
But the idea was in Conner's head. And he was going to try to find a way to do it.
To be continued….
*This is not related to my other Angel and Connor stories. It is something I have been wanting to write for a while now.
*set in the end of season 3 before Connor puts Angel in the ocean.
THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE
"He Really does love you Connor." Cordelia was saying to him.
" I know that." Connor lied letting her believe her own lies.
His true father was a monster. And a monster could not love you.
Angel might not have been Angelus but he was still a monster.
The same monster that killed Holtz.
And he would pay.
Justine didn't understand.
The best way to punish Angel for what he did to holtz was to make him believe that Connor loved him. And then he would dump him in the ocean.
The vampire didn't love him.
A vampire couldn't love you.
Holtz had told him that once when he asked about weather or not his parents had loved him.
Today Angel had asked him if he wanted to go to a movie.
He had said yes and then he had trained with Angel to learn Angel's fighting tricks.
And he had learned a lot.
Angel used balance as an advantage.
Connor was going to use it against him.
Suddenly Cordelia's eyes went white.
Connor knew what that meant.
She was having a vision.
Angel came in as Cordy was coming out of it.
"Angel there's a cave and a monster. He has this glass mirror thing.
And is using it for evil.
It's some kind of magic mirror.
It was showing him something.
You have to go and stop him." Cordy said.
Angel looked over at Connor "Wanna come?" He asked
"Yeah!" Connor said as if it was a stupid question.
This was the perfect opportunity to tell his father what he really thought of him.
They could kill the monster and then he would take Angel to the beach where Justine would be waiting for his signal.
And so they headed out.
As Angel approached the cave he spoke to Connor.
"Look I don't know what this mirror does but since it's magic you should probably stay away from it." Angel suggested.
"Ok sure." Connor said not interested in a magic mirror anyways.
As they entered the cave they realized that the demon had already left.
"We missed him." Connor said and then saw the mirror that glowed green.
It was like nothing he had ever seen before.
He walked over to it.
"Connor wait. Be careful." Angel said.
Connor had been thinking of his father and then the mirror glowed again this time it showed him something.
It was the vampire Angel with a baby that he assumed was himself.
It was as if the mirror had pulled him back in time. It was as if he was there watching it all happen.
He saw Angel's hotel on fire. And Angel looking scared and then running in a different direction then what the door was in.
He followed Angel and watched as Angel pulled him from his crib and held him close as he escaped from the hotel.
Then the scene changed to further back.
The day he was born. Darla had just dusted herself so that he could live.
And then Angel picked the naked baby up and wrapped him in a blanket and then held him close. Then he saw Holtz come out and then point a cross bow at Angel and Angel turned so that if Holtz shot at him Angel would be the one hit.
And then the scene changed again to Cordelia and Angel. They were outside.
"What are you doing hey!" Angel complained as she took him outside
"were going outside. Where your son's going to want to play. You can't be everything for him Angel. You wont even let anyone else hold him. What if he gets sick and it's sunny outside. You wont be able to take him to a hospital." Cordy said.
"I don't care if it's the sunniest day of the year. He'll make it to the hospital. Even if I don't." Angel said looking down at his baby with love.
And then the scene changed again this time to Holtz and Angel and a demon he didn't recognize.
"What your looking into is the quor-toth the darkest of the dark worlds. Now kill that baby or all of this dimension will know what it is like there." The demon said looking at Holtz who was holding him.
And then he watched as Holtz jumped into the hell dimension that was once his home.
Then he saw Angel try to go after then and get stuck by lightning in his chest.
It propelled him back onto the ground. And he lay there.
In agony because his son was gone.
Connor couldn't bare the look or misery on Angel's face.
He never knew that he meant so much to Angel. And then it showed another scene.
This one was Justine and Holtz in the hotel where Connor had gotten their room at.
Maybe now he would know why Angel had killed Holtz.
But instead of Angel showing up.
He watched as Holtz ordered Justine to stab him in the neck twice with an ice pick.
Angel hadn't killed Holtz at all.
He made Justine kill him so that it would look like Angel had killed him.
Holtz wanted him to kill Angel for what he had done to his family.
And at that moment he realized that every word from Holtz mouth had been a lie.
He didn't love him.
But Angel did.
Angel.
Angel had always loved him.
And had been devastated when he was gone.
And how did he repay his father's love.
With betrayal.
He couldn't hurt Angel.
Angel had done nothing wrong.
Justine would pay dearly.
Did Angel even know that Holtz was dead?
Probably not.
Then he was thrown back into the cave where he had been before he knew the truth.
"OH my god. Connor are you okay. I was so worried that it was a portal." Angel asked frantically checking him over.
"It's a mirror of truth." Connor said as he looked at Angel.
"What? Why do you say that?" Angel asked.
Connor decided to test his theory.
"Who was the demon that opened the hell dimension that holtz took me to?" Connor asked.
From the look on Angels face he knew that he had seen the truth.
That yes a demon had opened the portal and everything else he had seen was true as well.
"Holtz is dead." Connor informed Angel.
Angel was stunned at that news for a moment.
"Did the mirror show you that?" Angel asked.
"No. I came to him last night when I heard that you were going after him. But when I found him he was dead with two holes in his neck as if a vampire had killed him. I assumed it was Angelus. The mirror showed me that Holtz made Justine stab him with an ice pick. To trick me into killing you. And I was going to. I was going to take you to the beach when we were done here. I was going to knock you out and then signal Justine and then I was going to put you in a wooden box and seal you in. then I was going to shove you into the bottom of the ocean so that you could suffer with hunger forever." Connor confessed.
Angel listened to his son. And he could also tell that his son was going to hurt Justine.
"Connor listen to me. Can you do me a favor and tell me what all you saw in the mirror?" Angel asked getting Connor's mind off of Justine.
"I was a baby in most of it. The hotel was on fire and you saved me. You wouldn't let anyone else but you hold me. You said that you didn't care if it was the sunniest day of the year. If I was sick I would make it to hospital. Even if you didn't. you protected me from the demons that came after me. You tried to protect me from Holtz. And I could never make you suffer as much as you did when I was taken from you. I saw your face. Complete and utter misery. I know that look. I've worn it many times. Holtz told me that you didn't love me. That even if you wanted to you couldn't love me. I know now that that was just a lie. Many of the things he said to me was a lie. I saw Darla. My mother. She staked herself to save me. So that I could be born. And then I saw Holtz point his Cross bow at you and then he saw me and lowered it. When he saw me he wanted to take me from you to hurt you. I'm sorry for what I've done since I've been back. I'm sorry I was going to put you in the ocean. I was confused. I didn't know the truth. And I'm sorry I am such a disappointment. I wish I could grow up again. With you this time. I know that you loved me. And I hope you can forgive me and come to love me again." Connor said hopefully.
Angel was stunned. His son thought that he was so mad at him that he didn't love him anymore. He had thought about what his son had confessed to. And about the things his son had seen in the mirror. He knew his son wasn't a bad kid. He was just raised by a man that hated his father. And had also tried to make Connor hate him too. But thanks to the mirror his son now knew the truth.
"I'll be back at the hotel later. I'm going after Justine.' Connor informed him.
"Connor NO! she was just as poisoned by Holtz as you were. And you don't hurt a human Connor. Your stronger then she is. And your now going after her." Angel corrected him.
"I'm sorry Angel. But I must. She has to pay for her part in this. Unless you want me to try some kind of magic to bring Holtz back and make him pay. Or maybe I should just find a portal that goes back in time and kill him before he can come after me." Connor said to himself.
"NO! NO portals No magic Connor I forbid it! You will never go through another portal again so just get that idea out of your head!" Angel raised his voice to his son.
But the idea was in Conner's head. And he was going to try to find a way to do it.
To be continued….
ANGEL SEASON 6 PART 3
Angel season 6
chapter 3. vampire training
Angel was in the lobby with the others when Spike and Bianca came through the door.
"Here Bit your remember good ol' Angelus dont you? Well both Angelus and I have souls like you do. And he goes by Angel and i of course go by Spike. But you dont have to call me spike since i know that you'll still call me Willy either way. Now do want to tell our friend about Drusilla?" Spike asked.
"NO." Bianca answered.
"Fine you chicken. Then i'll tell him bloody hell you make me feel old when your around. Alright Angel our girl Bianca here dusted our girl Dru. So yeah you hungry bit?" Spike asked.
Angel felt mixed feelings about that news.
"How was Bianca re-ensouled?" Angel asked curious. He remember only a little about Bianca the child Spike had turned and treated as his own daughter.
"I was cursed by a witch and no i'm not hungry I'm tired." Bianca said.
"Then go up and pick a room love." Spike said and bianca scurried upstairs to chose a room.
"Spike what do you think your doing inviting her to stay here?" Angel asked.
" She's a child Angel. A vampire child. Thats forbidden to turn a child. You know that. And now that she has her soul vamps will sence it and want to dust her. Sides you owe me. I didnt have to come back here with her to help with junior but i did. Speaking of junior." Spike said.
Angel turned in time to see Connor stirring. That was quick. Angel thought.
ANgel got close prepared to restrain him if neccesary.
"Connor." He called waiting for his reacton. Connor opened his eyes and sat up looked around the room briefly wondering why his dad had brought him here. He felt something on his kneck and his hand flew up to get it but instead his fingers touched puncture wounds and then it all came back to him. He had been dying and Angel. Angel. Oh god Angel had turned him. He looked at his dad afraid and unsure of how he should feel.
"How could you do this to me I'm your son! I dont want to be a vampire. I dont want to eat people. I dont want to drink blood!" Connor yelled at his father.
Angel realized two things at that point. What his son had just said and what it meant.
"I dont want to eat people." Connor had said. But a souless new born vampire wouldnt have said that. Because a souless vampire wouldnt have cared. They would have woken up and wanted human blood. Feeding on the first mortal they saw.
Only a vampire with a soul would make such a statement. Angel sniffed Connor.
A SOUL! Connor had kept his soul. But how?
"Spike come over here and smell him." Angel said.
Spike came over and sniffed.
"What's wrong Angel? Wesley asked.
Spike starred in wonder
"I dont know how you managed that one junior but for some strange reason you still have your soul." Spike said to Connor.
Both Connor and the other's in the room dropped his jaw.
"Its impossible." Gunn said confussed. It went against everything he knew about vampires.
"Yeah well two vamps having a kid isnt suppose to happen either." Spike said.
"No offense but it kinda makes sence to me." Fred said.
"What?" Angel asked outraged as to how any of this could make sence.
Everyone looked at her.
"Okay you have to explain that one to us bit. What part of any of this makes sense?" Spike asked.
"Well think about it. Thats how he came into this world right. Sharring his soul with a vampire for nine months. So since he shared his soul with Darla maybe his soul is just unique. His soul is able to be inside a vampire and so Connor kept his soul when Angel turned him." Fred said.
"Well its a possibility. Lets not worry about the fact that he has a soul. that's a good thing. And Connor needs to feed since he is awake now. Which also shouldnt have happened so soon. Come on into my office son." Angel said heading into his office with Connor and Spike following.
Connor wasnt so sure about this feeding thing. he really didnt want to drink probably tasted horrible anyways.
Angel microwaved some blood in a cup and put it in front of Connor on the desk.
Then sat himself behind the desk where there was a pile of paper work.
"The first time is the hardest Connor. Just dont think about it and drink it. And even though you have a soul you will thirst for human blood at first but you'll learn to fight the cravings and settle for animal blood." Angel said and then started looking through the papers.
Connor sat there and starred at the cup for all of two minutes before Spike spoke up.
"Shesh Connor Stop starring at it and drink it. Not like its gonna turn into a pig and start complaining."
"It might." Connnor said. He'd seen wierder things happen.
Angel put his pen down sat up and looked at his son.
"Connor you have about one minute before that blood turns Cold. I suggest you drink it before that happens because your really not gonna like cold weather its warm or cold your still gonna drink it. What your not gonna do is sit there all night and stare at it." Angel scolded and informed all in the same sentense.
"What happens if I dont drink it?" Connor asked curiously.
"Ok. This is the part where i need to be really clear. So pay i'm only gonna say this once. Your a vampire now. That means you have to drink blood. Thats just how its gonna be from now on. Face it and then get over it. But do it quickly because if you keep up this attitude i'm gonna play the bastard sire all over your bare backside is that clear enough for you?" Angel lectured and threatened.
Connor sat down in the chair feeling nervous now. Angel had never layed a hand on him. Well except for that once when he had sunk Angel to the bottom of the ocean for one month. Wesely had saved him and brought him back and then Angel had worn him out with a switch. It had stung so bad that he had been crying and screamind long before Angel was done with him. Gunn had left because he had gotten tired of hearing it. And Fred had been crying because she felt Angel was being too harsh on Connor. After that Connor had straightened his act up. Finally allowing himself to believe that yes his father did love him.
Connor came back from the flashback and thought about what his father had just said.
He picked up the cut and took a small sip while Angel and Spike watched.
Then made a face and put the cup down vowing to never touch it again. Yuck it was just as bad as he thought it would be.
"Come on little nipper. Make daddy and uncle Spike happy and drink your blood." Spike pleaded trying to keep the peace.
"No it's gross. And cold. It tastes horrible. And i just dont want it." Connor said.
"If you had drank it while it was still warm like i told you to you wouldnt have that problem. You have four more minutes to finish that and then i go out a cut a switch and ware your backside out. And dont think it wont hurt cause your a vampire. You being a vampire just means that i can't break you if i use all my strenghth." Angel informed him.
"I dont want that to happen." Connor said nervously.
"I dont want it to happen either Connor but you have to learn to listen to me when it comes to vampire stuff. You have two more minutes." Angel added.
Connor made a choice he quickly picked the cup up and downed the whole thing in one swallow trying his best not to taste it.
"Oh for heaven sakes Connor its not that damn bad." Angel scolded as he grabbed the glass away from him and put it aside. Then added "Next time your getting your backside blistered." Angel said.
"Good show mate. I smell and oscar for junior here. Imajine vampire with a soul and still giving you all this trouble. And this is only the first meal. Make sure i'm around for round two." Spike said with a smirk.
"Knock it off Spike. And we arent doing another round of this because Connor is gonna do as i tell you to do arent you son?" Angel said.
"Yes. But i dont have to like it." Connor complained.
"I dont care if you like it. As long as your drinking it. You'll get used to the taste of blood Connor it just takes time. And there are some ground rules and if you break these rules you wont get a second chance I will blister your ass. No excusses. The rules are as follows.
1. You are not to go outside by yourself at all. You will have me by your side no matter what your going outside for. That is for your safety and the safety of others.
2. You will drink blood when i give it to you. You will not give me a hard time about it because it is not that big of a deal and i will not fight with you about it.
3. You will do as i tell you about to do. Again that is for your own safety and the safety of others.
4. There is another vampire here and she has a soul you are to be nice to her and she will be told to be nice to you. There isnt going to be any fighting between you two.
since i know you so well there will also be no sneaking out or you will have hell to pay.
6. you are not to lie to anyone about anything. i know you havent lied in a while but I'm still making sure that you know your not to do it.
7. last but not the least and the most important thing is that you will not physically fight with me or anyone else living here.
Now have i made myself perfectly clear?" Angel asked.
"Yes sir." Connor said.
"Good." Angel said.
to be continued.
ANGEL SEASON 6 PART 2
* this chapter is Spike and the vamp he sired.
* a bit of Dru in this chapter she may not be in character cause i've only seen her in the Angel series so i dont know much about her she wasnt in it much.
*sorry i know i said Bianca was 13 but hey I'm allowed to change it. So now she's 11.
Chapter two: Bianca's here.
Spike of course didnt heed what Angel said. A vamp he made was in town and Spike wanted to know which one it was.
He tracked the smell to the sewer.
Great place for a family reunion spike thought sarcastically.
He turned down another long path and stopped because it was HER.
Bianca the 11 year old child that he as William the bloody had wanted as his.
The flahback hit him hard.
France 1892
William was prowling the street looking for his beloved Dru when he stumbled upon a little girl in an ally she had hurt helself.
In that instant William the bloody wanted her. Had to have her.
He knelt before her "Ahh what have we here my sweet? why You've scraped your elbow my dear." William said as he pulled her into his lap after sitting down beside her.
"Now you hush littly one and I'll make it all better. I'm William. Did you know that you were meant to be mine. oh yes you were. Come now I'll help you with your elbow and then take you home to mummy." William said and then he kissed her check and then bit her kneck.
The next night he kept his promise he took her home to Dru her new mummy.
Back to present.
"Why are you here?" Spike asked her feeling very guilty for what he had done to her.
"I wanted to see you. I tracked you down. I think you make a mistake when you turned me." Bianca said.
"What do you mean?" Spike asked confused.
"Well i dont think you did it right." Bianca answered in childish caution.
"Ok now you've completly lost me." Spike commented.
"I think you made me wrong. I changed." Bianca said trying to find the right words to explain what she had done and what she felt over it.
"I didnt make you wrong! I've done it enough times before that so i knew what i was doing. And you havent changed. What do you mean by you changed." SPike asked.
"I dont feel right. I staked her and i dont feel right about it." Bianca tried to explain.
"What doesnt feel right about it?" Spike asked.
"The was a woman that was mad at me. She came and said a bunch of stuff that i didnt understand. It was a differant language. I think she was a witch or something. But I. your gonna be really mad at me. Your gonna hate. please dont hate me." Bianca said.
"This witch must have cursed you with a soul. Amazing. So why am i going to be mad at you." Spike asked curious and a little intrigued that Bianca now had a soul which meant he could teach her some new tricks.
"I staked Dru." Bianca said in a rush of words but spike still understood.
Spike felt a pain in his chest.
Dru was dead. Ouch. That one kinda hurt. It was no secret that he had loved her as much as any vampire could love another. But he knew that Dru hadnt cared even half as much for him.
Then a thought accured to him. Thank god Angelus isnt around. It would upset Angel a little but if Angelus was out many many people would feel his wrath.
"So are you gonna stay with me then?" Spike invited.
"I suppose." Bianca said and then followed Spike as he began to walk the other direction.
to be continued...
next chapter is the first part of Connor training and a little suprise in store for Angel and the gang.
ANGEL SEASON 6 PART ONE
*This is another Angel and Connor story. I came up with this idea last night and it kept me up writing it all night too. ITs also a Spike Story.
Description: When Spike was Wiilliam the bloody he turned a 13 year old girl into a vampire because she was innocent and everything he would have wanted in a little sister. He stayed with her for a while but ending up leaving. Now Bianca is Back looking for Spike and she's gonna find him with his old buddy Angel.
* This story is planned to be long. It will go back and forth between scenes of Angel/Connor and Spike/Bianca.
Warnings: you know me and yes there will be spankings. And also a nasty shock in the first chapter for all you Connor fans so be prepared to feel bad for both Connor and Angel.
Note: this is not related to my other stories and were gonna pretend like the end of season Five didnt happen. So Wesley, Gunn,and Fred are all alive.
Angel season 6
Chapter one: selfish Angel.
Angel was going to his sons hotel room. He lived in a hotel down the road from Angel which Angel thought was stupid. But he had been calling Connors cell phone and had not gotten an answer. He also hadnt heard from his son in almost a week.
Angel opened his sons hotel door then shut it.
He looked over to the bed where Connor was laying looking very pale and Angel could barely here his heart beating.
Angel rushed over to his son as Connor opened his eyes.
"Hi dad." Connor greeted weakly.
"Connor what happened? Whats wrong son?" Angel asked very scared for his son now.
"I'm dying dad." Connor said.
Angel's unbeating heart screamed inside.
"No Connor your just sick you'll be fine i'm sure of it. Your so young there is so much you havent exsperianced yet. You cant be dying." Angel said.
"I went to a seer and asked what was going on the night before last. She said i had caught something then only an abomination can catch. Because i was born of two vampires thats not suppose to happen and The powers think that its the best way to get rid of me and it probably is. The seer said that nothing like me is allowed to exist for long." Connor said sadly knowing this was hurting his father as much as it was hurting him to accept it.
Angel gathered his son into his arms as tears began to slid down his face. And Connor began to cry too.
A million thoughts raced though Angels mind in that moment but only one would save his son. And it was the one that was the least appealing to him.
NO! He wasnt going to do that! That wasnt fair to Connor!
Angel didnt want his son to die. But he didnt want to do THAT either!
Connor was only 18 years old. There was so much he hadnt exsperianced yet.
And it made Angel heart ache with regret and remorse and guilt.
There had been so much sadness in his sons short life and after all Angel had done to try and fix it to try and make it right now the powers were killing his son. It didnt seem fair.
Connor deserved a long happy life. And the thought came back to Angel.
He could save his son from mortal death. He could give Connor that long life that he wanted for him.
Angel couldnt bear the thought of his son dying for another minute.
So he made a choice.
Angel continued holding Connor comfortingly.
" I love you Connor. More then anything in this world. I'm so sorry baby. Please forgive me." Angel whispered in Connors ear confusing Connor with his words.
He couldnt see that Angel had changed face but he did feel Angel bite him and drink from him.
Angel felt as though a thousand knives were stabbing his dead heart as his son whimpered in shock and pain.
After a moment Angel stopped drinking knowing that now was the time as he placed his beloved child back on his bed he looked into his eyes. "I love you Connor. I wont let you die. Not when i can save you." Angel said still in his vamp face.
Connor pleaded with his eyes since he didnt have the strength to talk.
Angel knew what Connor was asking him to do. But Angel had gone this far already so there was no turning back.
"Vampires exist Connor. They are suppose to exist. If i turn you then the powers cant come after you because you'll be a vampire. I'll get them for this son. I promise i will. But we need to finish this. Your gonna have to drink from me." Angel said and then he bit into his own wrist and put it to Connors mouth.
Connor reluctantly cooperated. He didnt want to be a souless monster of the night.
Angel hated himself as he watched Connor drink and then pass out.
Angel picked his sons dead body up sheading more tears because he knew Connor would rise again the next night. Angel took Connor back to the Hyperion hotel and in the lobby was Spike, Gunn, Fred,Lorne,and Wesley.
They all had there memories back so they knew who Angel was carrying.
And Spike immediatly senced it. He was enraged as he stood up he yelled at Angel
"Love your son do you? Then why in the bloody hell would you turn him!" Spike yelled. He had grown fond of Connor.
Angel placed his son on the vancated Couch. Then turned to Spike and yelled back.
"Because i'm selfish ok! He was dying when i got there and i wasnt ready to watch my 18 year old son die!"
"And you think that makes it alright? You know it doesnt!" Spike said.
"You think i planned this Spike? Because i didnt. I went over to check on him and he was dying. I couldnt accept that. He's too young. There is too many things he hasnt done yet. And i wasnt ready to let go. Not when i had a way to save him." Angel said.
"Save him? Angel you didnt save him. You took his soul. How does that save him or the people he will kill when he wakes up? Your delusional if you really thought you were saving him when you did this. yes you saved him from mortal death. But turning him doesnt help him and it doesnt help you. It doesnt help us." Wesley spoke up this time.
Angel looked at Wesley. " I made the choice to turn him. I'll be able to control him. Just like i was able to control Dru." Angel said the last bit to spike with a nasty smile on his face taunting him with that last remark.
Spike came back immediatly. "You never Control Dru Angel. Angelus controlled Dru."
"point taken." Angel said giving in because he really didnt feel like arguing.
He looked directly at Spike and then around the room "Leave him on the couch. Dont mess with him. He'll rise again tonight. I need to get some sleep. Spike If i'm not down here by six tonight then come wake me up." Angel said.
"What? I'm not your personal alarm clock Angel so sod off." Spike said.
"Oh I'm sorry did you want to deal with the new feldgling when he wakes up?" Angel asked.
"Damn. Point taken. Fine I'll wake you up if you aint already down here. I aint dealing with your demon spawn the first night he rises. No thank you. I only turned one teenager and i'll never deal with that again." Spike conceaded. Then felt a slight shock inside his body.
"What?" Angel asked.
"I think one or mine is in town." Spike said.
"One of your... oh someone you sired is in town. ok that explains the jumpy. But i'm going to sleep. But Spike i wouldnt go looking for them which ever one it is cause they'll stake themeselves at the sight of your hair." Angel smirked and left with that to get some sleep.
Tonight would be full of vampire lessons. And each night after this one too.
to be continued...
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