ANGEL SEASON 6 PART ONE

*This is another Angel and Connor story. I came up with this idea last night and it kept me up writing it all night too. ITs also a Spike Story.

Description: When Spike was Wiilliam the bloody he turned a 13 year old girl into a vampire because she was innocent and everything he would have wanted in a little sister. He stayed with her for a while but ending up leaving. Now Bianca is Back looking for Spike and she's gonna find him with his old buddy Angel.

* This story is planned to be long. It will go back and forth between scenes of Angel/Connor and Spike/Bianca.

Warnings: you know me and yes there will be spankings. And also a nasty shock in the first chapter for all you Connor fans so be prepared to feel bad for both Connor and Angel.

Note: this is not related to my other stories and were gonna pretend like the end of season Five didnt happen. So Wesley, Gunn,and Fred are all alive.

Angel season 6

Chapter one: selfish Angel.

Angel was going to his sons hotel room. He lived in a hotel down the road from Angel which Angel thought was stupid. But he had been calling Connors cell phone and had not gotten an answer. He also hadnt heard from his son in almost a week.

Angel opened his sons hotel door then shut it.

He looked over to the bed where Connor was laying looking very pale and Angel could barely here his heart beating.

Angel rushed over to his son as Connor opened his eyes.

"Hi dad." Connor greeted weakly.

"Connor what happened? Whats wrong son?" Angel asked very scared for his son now.

"I'm dying dad." Connor said.

Angel's unbeating heart screamed inside.

"No Connor your just sick you'll be fine i'm sure of it. Your so young there is so much you havent exsperianced yet. You cant be dying." Angel said.

"I went to a seer and asked what was going on the night before last. She said i had caught something then only an abomination can catch. Because i was born of two vampires thats not suppose to happen and The powers think that its the best way to get rid of me and it probably is. The seer said that nothing like me is allowed to exist for long." Connor said sadly knowing this was hurting his father as much as it was hurting him to accept it.

Angel gathered his son into his arms as tears began to slid down his face. And Connor began to cry too.

A million thoughts raced though Angels mind in that moment but only one would save his son. And it was the one that was the least appealing to him.

NO! He wasnt going to do that! That wasnt fair to Connor!

Angel didnt want his son to die. But he didnt want to do THAT either!

Connor was only 18 years old. There was so much he hadnt exsperianced yet.

And it made Angel heart ache with regret and remorse and guilt.

There had been so much sadness in his sons short life and after all Angel had done to try and fix it to try and make it right now the powers were killing his son. It didnt seem fair.

Connor deserved a long happy life. And the thought came back to Angel.

He could save his son from mortal death. He could give Connor that long life that he wanted for him.

Angel couldnt bear the thought of his son dying for another minute.

So he made a choice.

Angel continued holding Connor comfortingly.

" I love you Connor. More then anything in this world. I'm so sorry baby. Please forgive me." Angel whispered in Connors ear confusing Connor with his words.

He couldnt see that Angel had changed face but he did feel Angel bite him and drink from him.

Angel felt as though a thousand knives were stabbing his dead heart as his son whimpered in shock and pain.

After a moment Angel stopped drinking knowing that now was the time as he placed his beloved child back on his bed he looked into his eyes. "I love you Connor. I wont let you die. Not when i can save you." Angel said still in his vamp face.

Connor pleaded with his eyes since he didnt have the strength to talk.

Angel knew what Connor was asking him to do. But Angel had gone this far already so there was no turning back.

"Vampires exist Connor. They are suppose to exist. If i turn you then the powers cant come after you because you'll be a vampire. I'll get them for this son. I promise i will. But we need to finish this. Your gonna have to drink from me." Angel said and then he bit into his own wrist and put it to Connors mouth.

Connor reluctantly cooperated. He didnt want to be a souless monster of the night.

Angel hated himself as he watched Connor drink and then pass out.

Angel picked his sons dead body up sheading more tears because he knew Connor would rise again the next night. Angel took Connor back to the Hyperion hotel and in the lobby was Spike, Gunn, Fred,Lorne,and Wesley.

They all had there memories back so they knew who Angel was carrying.

And Spike immediatly senced it. He was enraged as he stood up he yelled at Angel

"Love your son do you? Then why in the bloody hell would you turn him!" Spike yelled. He had grown fond of Connor.

Angel placed his son on the vancated Couch. Then turned to Spike and yelled back.

"Because i'm selfish ok! He was dying when i got there and i wasnt ready to watch my 18 year old son die!"

"And you think that makes it alright? You know it doesnt!" Spike said.

"You think i planned this Spike? Because i didnt. I went over to check on him and he was dying. I couldnt accept that. He's too young. There is too many things he hasnt done yet. And i wasnt ready to let go. Not when i had a way to save him." Angel said.

"Save him? Angel you didnt save him. You took his soul. How does that save him or the people he will kill when he wakes up? Your delusional if you really thought you were saving him when you did this. yes you saved him from mortal death. But turning him doesnt help him and it doesnt help you. It doesnt help us." Wesley spoke up this time.

Angel looked at Wesley. " I made the choice to turn him. I'll be able to control him. Just like i was able to control Dru." Angel said the last bit to spike with a nasty smile on his face taunting him with that last remark.

Spike came back immediatly. "You never Control Dru Angel. Angelus controlled Dru."

"point taken." Angel said giving in because he really didnt feel like arguing.

He looked directly at Spike and then around the room "Leave him on the couch. Dont mess with him. He'll rise again tonight. I need to get some sleep. Spike If i'm not down here by six tonight then come wake me up." Angel said.

"What? I'm not your personal alarm clock Angel so sod off." Spike said.

"Oh I'm sorry did you want to deal with the new feldgling when he wakes up?" Angel asked.

"Damn. Point taken. Fine I'll wake you up if you aint already down here. I aint dealing with your demon spawn the first night he rises. No thank you. I only turned one teenager and i'll never deal with that again." Spike conceaded. Then felt a slight shock inside his body.

"What?" Angel asked.

"I think one or mine is in town." Spike said.

"One of your... oh someone you sired is in town. ok that explains the jumpy. But i'm going to sleep. But Spike i wouldnt go looking for them which ever one it is cause they'll stake themeselves at the sight of your hair." Angel smirked and left with that to get some sleep.

Tonight would be full of vampire lessons. And each night after this one too.

to be continued...